“What about the hotel rooms?”
“They’re fine. Comfortable. Impersonal. Lavish to a fault. But that can’t be a permanent arrangement.”
“Who says I’m looking for one?”
I smile, feeling the prick of apprehension.
“Touché.”
Noticing the abrupt change in my expression, he takes my hand.
“I don’t want you to get too serious about this conversation.”
I retrieve my hand.
“Who says I’m getting serious about this conversation? I wasn’t talking about me.”
He studies me intently.
“I wasn’t,” I say. “We were talking about living arrangements in general. I mean, look at me, for instance. My place is temporary as well. I even thought the other day about how nice it would feel if it weren’t a temporary arrangement. If it was my place and it didn’t have that dilapidated feel about it like no one was ever home.”
I smile, and he laughs like it’s a good joke.
“There is nothing dilapidated about it.”
“I didn’t say it was. But it could have some soul in it. But you can’t put that in a house without putting people in there too.”
The fascination in his stare makes me feel a little spoiled.
“Am I right?”
“Yes. You’re right,” he agrees.
I take a couple of seconds to fiddle with my drink.
“So how come…?”
My voice trails off before I change my mind, give up on my idea, and gesture dismissively.
“Never mind,” I say.
His stare lingers on me.
“I bought the house because it was a good deal, and it looked perfect as a getaway place,” he says in response to my silence.
“Oh…”
I sip more wine.
“What did you get away from?”
He pushes a smile to his lips.
“What do you usually get away from?”
‘Your mother when you lie to her,’the voice in my head promptly offers.
I wave her off.