But he didn’t stop there. Instead, he began to make slow, firm circles around my pucker, sending a new sensation through my body that I’d never felt before. It was like an entire bundle of nerves were waking up for the first time, lighting me up like a Christmas tree unlike anything else ever had. I didn’t know what to do with the sensation or how to comprehend it. All I knew was that I wanted more. So, without overthinking it, I pushed back against his fingers.
He didn’t need to be reassured after that. Without a word, Heimdall hooked his middle finger against my hole and pulled. I would’ve moaned or made noise if the motion hadn’t also forced his cock to the back of my throat. My body wanted to gag, but I forced it back. I wasn’t about to let go of this, not when everything felt sofuckinggood.
Heimdall was moaning now as he worked his finger against my hole, his body rock hard with tension. Meanwhile I was bouncing against him from both ends, eager to drive him to orgasm like he had me. At the same time, I felt the heat rising in my belly once more. Just from the act of pleasuring him, I was coming up on a second orgasm.
“Oh fuck,” Heimdall groaned, pushing his finger against me. “I’m gonna–”
He didn’t finish his sentence before he cried out, his cock seeming to double in size inside my mouth. I managed to pull back just enough, so he didn’t drown me as he filled my mouth to the brim with his seed. It was salty and sweet, tasting of him in a way that was completely unique. I drank it down hungrily, sucking to get out every last drop.
At the same time, I reached back, grabbing my own cock and pumping furiously. I leaned against his finger, forcing his first digit inside me with a small pop. Ecstasy shot through me like adrenaline, my dick suddenly thicker than I’d ever felt it before. Before I knew what was happening, I was crying out as the pleasure overtook me, spilling myself onto the stone below for the second time.
Heaving and panting, I collapsed on top of Heimdall. He wrapped me up in his arms, his touch gentle and firm like a heavy blanket on a cold winter night. Together we fell back onto the stone, my body completely on top of his. I felt his muscles beneath me, pushing and pulling as he fought to catch his breath. I did the same, pausing only to lick the taste of him from my lips.
A sudden exhaustion came over me and for a moment, I felt fearful. Going to sleep after being so cold could be the last thing I ever did. However, as my eyes began to droop and sleep took me against my will, I realized that I didn’t feel cold anymore. In fact, with Heimdall this close to me, I was sureI’d never feel cold again. Already the icy walls I’d built around my heart were melting. That should’ve scared me, but I was too spent to worry about it just yet.
Besides, what could go wrong? I’d found my mate and that was all that mattered. For the first time in months, I felthappy.
I held onto that feeling tightly as I fell asleep in Heimdall’s arms.
Chapter Fourteen: Heimdall
When I finally woke, the light above me had faded. I blinked my eyes, surprised to find myself staring up into the night sky. Stars were strewn in the darkness. Filling the space with twinkling light that convinced me if I just reached my hand out, I would be able to touch them.
But I didn’t need the stars. Not when the heat of Loki was curled up against me right there on the cavern floor. It felt so right having him there in my arms. I felt like the world outside couldn’t touch us there and I wished it could stay that way forever. Those stars floating above came with a price. To get any closer to them would mean endangering thisblissI’d come to know.
However, now that I’d found my mate, nobody was going to take him away from me. Not even my father. I knew, deep down, he’d never accept us. I’d strayed too far from his ideals by not leaving Loki for dead at the beginning of this venture.Now that we’d gotten intimate, there was no redeeming myself. Should he ever find out, I could kiss my position in the pack goodbye.
Then again, what position did I have? As far as I knew, my father thought I was dead. In fact, he barely stuck around long enough to find out. The moment I fell into this place, he abandoned me like I was nothing. Me. His own son. He just walked away, not even a tear falling down his cheek for me. It made me wonder if my mother had been right before she left. When she told me that my father would only love me as long as I was useful, just like he’d done to her.
I shook my head, trying to push those thoughts from my mind. I didn’t want to think about that. Not right now when I had so much happiness tucked in my arms. It was amazing to me that such an annoying and downright rude wolf could bring me so much joy. But the longer I spent with him, the less abrasive he became. He seemed to soften around me, and his words held less bite than usual. I had a feeling that under all the pain and trauma of losing his father, he was probably a decent guy. However, that kind of grief had a way of turning people rancid when it sat inside them for too long. I hope it wasn’t too late for him, that I’d gotten to him in time.
It was also amazing how quickly I acclimated to the idea of being with a man. I hadn’t felt the least bit of hesitation taking his cock into my mouth. In fact, out of the pair of us, he seemed to hold back the most. Well, at least until I had my finger in his ass. Then he’d do anything I told him to. I liked that independent streak in him, but there was something really hot about getting him so malleable with just a finger.
My cock twitched at the thought, lengthening between us. Loki stirred for a moment, but didn’t wake. Instead, he just nuzzled his head into my neck, seeking the warmth of my body. As much as I wanted to get my dick sucked again, I wouldn’tallow myself to wake him. After our race down an icy river in the darkness and nearly freezing to death, he needed his rest. And so did I.
So, with a smile on my face and a renewed determination to keep my new mate, I closed my eyes and pulled him in tight. His fresh scent filled my nostrils as I buried my face in his long dark hair.
In the morning, we were getting out of this cave. And even if we had to run away from Fenris and everything we’d ever known, I wasn’t going to let him go.
He wasmine.
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I awoke this time to bright sunlight and the feeling of a warm mouth wrapped around my cock. Instead of saying anything or opening my eyes, I gave a satisfied groan and let Loki continue his work. His lips were stretched tight around my shaft as he tried to take all of me down his throat. One hand gripped my thigh while the other moved furiously between his legs, jerking his own morning wood.
Reaching up I laced my fingers through his long hair and pushed him down further, a small sound of protest echoing through the cave. But to his credit, he didn’t pull back. In fact, my actions seemed to only encourage him further. With renewed vigor, he took my length as far as he could, his tongue working furiously against the sensitive underside of my cock. I moaned in pleasure, feeling him do the same.
I wasn’t sure how long he’d been awake or how long he’d been sucking my cock while I was still asleep. But I didn’t care either. I was all too happy to let him use my body anyway he wanted to. In fact, I couldn’t think of a better way to wake up. It was an incredible feeling to have someone so ravenous foryou that they couldn’t hold back. And it proved to me that Loki wasn’t kidding about the mate thing. He reallydidwant me like that.
A couple minutes of slurping and sucking was all it took to drive me to the edge. Tightening my grip on Loki’s hair, I drove my cock deeper, my muscles tensing all at once. He must’ve known what was coming because he opened his throat wide, eager to gulp down my load.
And that’s exactly what he did as I cried out, filling his mouth with my seed. I bucked and pushed, trying to get deeper inside him, the need tobreedfilling me from head to toe. At the same time, he whimpered around my cock, his own shooting cum across the stone. My cock gave a heavy twitch in appreciation. Just knowing he could cum from sucking me was an incredible feeling. I never knew such a thing could be so hot.
“I could wake up like that every day,” I said as Loki collapsed on top of me, the pair of us spent before we’d even started the day. “You’re really fucking good at that.”
“Thanks,” he breathed heavily, grinning when he thought I wasn’t looking. “It was only my second time.”
“You’re a natural born cocksucker.”