It’s been a torturous couple of weeks, lying next to her naked body without touching her day and night. I risked impregnating her, having her fight me like a rabid cat, to get the edge off. She’ll never understand how addicting it is to hear and feel her beggingand crying all while coming. The fact that she was willing to let me fuck her ass to prevent me impregnating her... I would laugh if it wasn’t turning me on again.
She elbows me, wanting to get out from under me. I chuckle and pin her down. “Don’t get up baby, there are more chances of fertilization if you stay lying down.”
I roll off her, catching my breath while she tries to catch hers. The memory of how much she fought to prevent it is like a drug, calming everything that’s me. It’s dominating her until she submits so much she has no choice but to come, the pain all over her. She’s staring at the grass, away from me, her tears trailing down her face, looking magical. I give her time.
I know what she’s thinking. She’s thinking if she makes it to the forest, she’ll escape and she’s not wrong. I just have a few yards of pine trees to cover the view.
“How long have you had me here?” she asks without looking my way.
“Six months,” I answer while looking up at the clear sky, then I hear her breath tremble.
She gets up and walks toward the forest. Obviously, she’s not all in her head, which is understandable after learning how long I've had her. I let her take a few steps. It’s not like she can get that far in her state. With how hard I fucked her, she’s not even walking right. Without rushing, I follow her and catch up.
“Astoria, stop being ridiculous.”I pull her arm and turn her toward me.
“Please, let me go. Please. I just want to live my life.” Her big, pleading eyes are almost enough to break my non-existent heart. I pull her to me, cradle her head in my arms.
“Shh…Iam your life now.”
At first, she does nothing, but then she pulls away and the catfight restarts.
“Stop fighting me!” I yell, but she doesn’t listen. She’s in a zone, as if she can’t hear me and continues. “Astoria, stop it. You’re testing my patience.”
My elation from the fuck is replaced by annoyance at all her scratching and biting. I drag her all the way back into the house, lock the door while she’s screaming and making me bleed with her scratching. When I walk down the hall and open the door to the basement, she hangs on to the wall, screeching, “No. Don’t take me back. Don’t take me back. Julian. No!”
“You’ve forgotten how bad it can be–”
“That’s not true.”
I lift each one of her fingers from the wall, snatch her and the door closes behind us, getting darker and cooler as I step further down. Just like the first night, she hangs on to me like a monkey, shaking, her eyes shut tight. That night, she fainted from thepain. I’m not sure how I’ll make her get off me if it doesn’t happen again.
“Julian, don’t do this. I’ll be good. I promise. I’m sorry. I don’t know what happened. Please.”Her supplications make me smile. Even when I step into her cell, she still holds onto me.
“Let go, Astoria.”
Her teeth are chattering. “I can’t.”
I grab the collar and lock it on her.
“Please. Don’t leave me alone. Please.”It's gorgeous, the way her words tremble so violently.
“Shh… you need this, little bird,” I whisper into her ear.
She kisses my cheek. “Fuck me.” Her hand finds my hard dick and undoes my pants. “I’m yours. I’ll do anything.”
When her warm hand jerks my cock, my eyes flutter close. This never does it for me. All the other willing girls I’ve fucked never do shit for me. I come, sure, but it’s not the same intensity, just barely takes the edge off. In those cases, I have to imagine raping or killing them to get there.
“Suck my tit, Julian. I need it.”
I take it in my mouth and suck like there’s no tomorrow. Astoria arches her back. Her cry fills the cell. I kiss her down her midsection and spit on her pussy, then spread it to her asshole.Instead of stopping me, again her back arches, her legs open wide. She looks so fucking delicious under the dim light.
“Turn over.”
She obeys me. I let my pants and underwear fall and fuck her pussy while fingering her ass. “You’re mine?”
“I’m yours, Julian. I’m yours. Please… don't leave me here.”
Her cunt feels like glory, hot and as tight as a fucking virgin. There’s no way it doesn’t hurt to take all of me so deep. Her muscles must be sore. I stop and spit on her again. It falls right where my thumb is fingering her. I push it in and she fucks me while screaming. It’s an animalistic speed and volume. When she exhausts herself, I yank it out.