“Julian! Please! It hurts!” she sobs.

“I know it does, baby. Don’t worry. I’ve hardly masturbated since I last touched you. I won’t take long.”

I yank at her pants and panties but they are so tight they get stuck around her knees. With the pull, her entire body tugs back, the knives probably cutting more of her hands. She lets out a scream that makes my inner ear throb and then it dissolves into a violent sob.

“Please don’t do this. Please. Let’s talk.”

I chuckle at her whispers.

“These pajamas are too tight on you, baby.” I pull again, and she lets out another scream. I can't help laughing. Euphoria fills every vein in my body. I am finally going to get to do everything I’ve dreamed of with my little bird.

I stand, get my phone, a ball-gag, and the bottle of lube from the backpack I dropped by the entrance, lean them against the wall, then undress. The lube is for me. I don’t want my dick to feel as if it has rug burn after I’m done with her. She turns her neck to look back up at me and swallows. When I try to wrap the ball-gag around her face she tries to avoid it by moving her face. “No! Don’t touch me. Don’t–”

“If you don’t let me do what I want, I’ll stab your feet too, Astoria. So take the gag and open your legs for me.”

“Julian, please. I didn’t know.” There's a pitch to her weeping that does something to my heart, but I ignore it, like always.

Her butt cheeks redden with the first smack and she opens her legs. I push the gag into her mouth and tie it around the back of her head. The belts have metal spikes to hurt her cheeks. More muffled wailing screams fly through the hallway. I smile at the delicious sight of the many tear trails wetting her face, and the sound of her heavy terrified breathing.

I squeeze almost half a bottle’s worth of lube on her asshole, then spread some on my hard cock. While jerking it, I manage to push some of the lube into her ass with my thumb. At first it’s next to impossible to push my cock into her and I even get irritatedbecause it keeps slipping out. Her body is so rigid, trying to keep her tiny hole closed. She’s trying to block me and it’s working. At the slightest progress of me pushing it past the entry, she screeches, successfully tightening the hole more, and pushing my cock out again. It’s too little for the girth of me.Finally, I Iose all patience and empathy. The scream is long, loud, and rolls into a tortured sob when I push my cock with all my strength, she arches her neck up, unable to take the pain, running away.

“Fuck, you’re so tight.”

It’s so snug that there’s almost no pleasure, but then as I slide out of her slippery passage and come back in, her scream fills the hallway. After a few plunges, my eyes flutter, listening to her, feeling the vibrations of her racking cry and trembling body on my choking cock. I wonder how long is it going to take for her to realize that the harder she screams, the tighter her hole gets and therefore the more it hurts. I groan at the thought. The gag hardly muffles the sound of her. The neighbors raise the volume of their music. That’s when I remember to press play on the song on my phone,The Best of Youby the Foo Fighters. I thought it was very appropriate for tonight. Sue me.

I stop and wait for her to relax, to get used to me. Instead, she squeezes me so much, it hurts. She’s a hysterical, blubbering mess. Her face is red and there’s saliva falling from her mouth mixing with the blood on the floor. Already, she’s losing her voice. I pull her hair back so that I can see her from above and fuck her little virgin hole at a faster pace using short thrusts to train it to take me. It’s sizzling hot because of her body temperature but also the friction of her trembling walls. Her ass jerks me more and more. I can’t help it, I fuck her like an animal, enjoying every inch of my dick she touches, every tear, everyshake, every scream and how she’s trying to avoid breaking down but failing.

“Fuck yeah,” I say through my teeth when her walls relax a little, taking me. “That’s it little bird, that’s it. Thank you for making me do this to you. So–fuc–king–good!”

She screams, trying to say something but I ignore her, thrusting my cock into her full force, making all of her bob with every collision and soon the lube and her blood make that sweet churning sound I love. With my eyes closed, I focus on the feel of her squeezing me with extreme force and my cock defying it by easily slipping in and out of her. It doesn’t escape me at all that every time I make her body bob with the crashing of my pelvis against her cheeks, her hand wounds widen. I want to last long enough for her to come from what is now the worst night of her life.

I release her hair, allowing her cheek to rest in the pool of blood between her hands, bite my bottom lip and moan at the pleasure of her jerking me so hard. The song plays on repeat. Her mind is not in this world. She’s just staring at the wall, blinking with the occasional tear coming out.I spread her cheeks to watch my dick plunge into her a few times before I take it all out to see her now gaping hole. My spit wets her, making it even more delicious. Soon after, her eyes widen with horror, pulling the biggest smile out of me. I can feel it. She's going to come. She is panting and moaning louder with every plunge, her body tensing and coiling around my cock.

“Let me hear you sing for me, little bird.”

Her great effort to keep silent, trying to defy me, fails miserably, widening my smile. I know when her eyes roll back closed and her whimper hits that certain high pitch that she's close. She can’t resist coming for me. I watch her as she climaxes, milking me and screaming so hard she looks possessed. Astoria is in the middle of her orgasm, milking my cock with her ass, begging me to come when I pull both of the knives out. She can’t help but widen her hands. I grab them, interlacing my fingers with hers, squeezing them, then lean my head on hers while rocking my pelvis to fuck her without mercy.

“I wish I could hear your full scream, but this is how much you’ve pushed me, Astoria. I hope you’ve learned that you committed the biggest mistake of your life by betraying me. After I killed that piece of shit who took your virginity. After I showed you I would doanythingfor you!” I grit the word ‘anything’ at the same time I push deep into her, reaching a tighter depth.

My eyes roll close while she holds my dick so deep inside her, listening to her lose her voice from the anguish, feeling her tremble, holding her breath.

Fuck. This is it, the Mt. Everest of my fucking life.

She’s wailing without breathing. Some might call it ugly crying but for me, this is the most beautiful sight. With each thrust, she can’t help but squeeze my hand. It’s a battle between us. She wants me to finish but I continue, not caring if I die or kill her. I wish it could last forever.

Pins and needles fill every part of my tensed body. My heart hammers against my chest and in my ears, and I feel everythingthat is me sweeping from my head into my balls. Nothing else exists except us, and the way our bodies fit together. She lifts her ass then lets it fall, convulsing against me with a violent orgasm, milking my cock so hard I whimper with every squeeze. The pleasure is indescribable, addicting. My balls tighten. They’re heavy, sensitive, and I can’t hold it, not even for one second longer. I'm moaning with every plunge now.

"Fuck!" I resist praising her for moving and milking me so perfectly.

It rushes through me. My thrusts are violent beyond sanity, chaotic, bathing in the hot pool of my own come in her tight hole. The euphoria is immeasurable.I stop. Fat drops of sweat fall from my forehead while I struggle to catch my breath. My eyes open to the sight of her, collapsed on the floor. Her eyes are open but they are dead.

I finally made her all mine. I yank myself out knowing it will hurt her, wanting a reaction from her, and then open her cheeks again to watch her gaping hole try to pucker as tight as before and fail. My come slips out while the rest of her body rattles.

I turn her over, allowing her to take in the image of me, the man who has just ruined her most forbidden orifice, then take her left breast in my mouth as my fingers flick at her clit. She fights me, pulls away, so I choke her with my left hand, not stopping the squeezing, the sucking, the flicking until her ass hammers against the wooden floor and she faints from the lack of oxygen.

It’s the most intense sex I’ve ever had in my life. I have to steady myself and keep from fainting on top of her. Instead, I inject thedrug into her carotid artery. I don’t want my little bird to wake until I’m ready, and I have her home.

Chapter seventeen