Her hand strokes over my cock but it doesn’t feel right. Then again, it never has in the past either, but I go with it. And by going with it, I garner up a picture of someone else, the image of one particular girl, to get my dick to rise for the occasion. I wouldn’t want Roxy thinking I have a physical problem. Impotence is definitely not my issue.

“Oh, there he is. I can see my big boy definitely missed me.” Her voice has my dick cringing away. She’s not the one he wants, and she definitely wasn’t missed, but I’m not going to argue the truth. Rox is sweet. She’s a decent fuck. And when we’re done, she leaves, which is all I ask. The ones that like to spend the night after piss me off. They’re usually the girls who think sex is going to turn into more. And that shit is never happening. The more I wanted was only with one girl. The girl who tore my heart out. So, no, I’m never going there again.

“Who do you want me to be tonight, Shiv?” Rox smiles, knowing the drill. As fucked up as it is, I’ve trained her well. “Do you want me to be the sweet little girl on the side of the road? A damsel in distress, so you can be my hero and claim your reward? Or how about the cheerleader who crawls into your bed after every game and does a routine on your cock? Or do you want the innocent virgin who begs to be fucked by your enormous dick and can’t wait a second longer to have him?”

Her hand grips me tighter, almost to the point of being painful. And again, nothing about it feels right. Shit. I’m notsure I’ll be able to perform tonight. My head is such a fucked-up mess, and the girl who truly once begged for my cock has returned to my life, looking even better than when I last saw her. Fuck. The memory of the blonde beauty on her knees has my dick stiffening again, needing to fuck the thought from my head.

“No, babe. Tonight, I want you to be the spoiled brat who’s cheating on her rich boyfriend with her boy toy from the wrong side of the tracks.”

“Mmm….” Rox purrs and again gives me a squeeze a little too tight for my liking. “I’m definitely down for some bad boy dick.”

I take her hand from my cock and turn toward Rake. “I’ll need a rain check on the game, kid. Next time, two hundred is on the line.”

He chuckles and shakes his head. “Deal. Welcome home, man.”

I lead Roxy to my room, and the second my door is closed, she gets into character. Or at least, I think she’s in character. I hope she is, otherwise I’ll be finding myself another sweetbutt to mess around with after tonight.

“You know I can’t resist your cock, Shiv. I missed you so much.” She makes quick work of unfastening my pants, shoves her hand inside my boxers, and grips ahold of my firm dick. “No one else fucks me like you do. That rich boyfriend of mine doesn’t have a clue how to get me off. I have to fake my orgasms when I’m with him.”

Good. She’s in character.

“Give it to me, Shiv. Show me how bad you are.”

I grip her hair and turn her around to face away from me. It spoils the fantasy when I have to look at her. Again, I’m no fucking prince charming but I never claimed I was. Rox knows this is just about the sex. And just as I’m allowed to imagine whatever and whomever the fuck I want, so is she.

I lift the back of her little denim skirt up and find her bare. Damn, she definitely came prepared tonight. The condom she hands me over her shoulder reinforces just how prepared she is. I tear the wrapper with my teeth and make quick work of dressing my cock up for the occasion. Thankfully, she isn’t one of the girls who puts up a fight on the issue. There’s only one woman I’ve been inside raw, and I only took the chance because I believed I was going to marry the girl. With everyone else, I make damn sure they’re clean and damn sure I won’t be sharing custody with a woman I just fucked for the fun of it.

Once I’m sheathed, my mouth is at her ear, the fantasy playing out, haunting blue eyes in the forefront of my mind. “I’m going to fuck you so hard, and when you go home tonight and cuddle up next to him, you’re still going to feel me between your legs. I know he doesn’t do it for you, or you wouldn’t be coming to me.” I reach my hand between her legs, rubbing through her slick folds. “I know if he made this little pussy of yours all nice and wet, you wouldn’t be sneaking into my room every night and climbing onto my dick. Isn’t that right…doll?”

Chrissy’s name almost slips from my mouth, but I catch myself right before it stumbles from my lips.

“He doesn’t compare, Shiv. God, I need it.”

I run my cock up the slit of her ass cheeks, stroking between her crack. Teasing her into a breathless state. My fingers rubbing over her swollen clit.

“I’ve been waiting for your cock. Please, Shiv. No one else makes me come as hard as you do. No one makes my pussy so wet. Put me out of my misery. Fuck me, please.”

Again, I’m pulled from my fantasy, wondering if Rox is still in character, or if she’s speaking in truth. I’d noticed before I left town how I was the only brother she began seeking out for sex. She used to go to anyone—Trigger, Rake, you name the brother, she’d make her move. But after the night I made her play a rolefor me, she kept coming back night after night, wanting to play a new part, wanting to be whoever I needed. I’m sure it has to do with her having a kinky side and wanting to roleplay. I’m guessing not too many of my brothers have a constant need to be in a scene rather than in reality. Me, I never want to be present in the moment.

I press her forward against the door and spread her legs wide. I grip a chunk of her hair and yank her head back to my mouth, causing her body to arch and her ass to press into my groin.

“You’re daddy’s little princess, aren’t you?” The moan she releases pisses me off. It doesn’t match the one that’s in my head, but I push past my irritation. “You’re a prim and proper little lady who has everyone fooled, don’t you? Only nod your head if I’m right.”

She nods. Thank fuck. One more time hearing her voice and I’ll be going limp and kicking her ass out. And I don’t want the girl to feel rejected.

“That’s right, doll. You have everyone thinking you’re a well-behaved little girl. But they don’t know what I do. They don’t know how naughty you are when you’re with me. Do they?”

She shakes her head, and my dick begins seeking her entrance.

“They have no idea what a dirty girl you are. They don’t have a clue how kinky your little mind is. I bet that rich fiancé would piss himself if he knew the things you begged me to do to you. I bet it’d be too much for those prissy little ears of his.”

“Oh, God, Shiv. I need your cock inside me. Let me be your dirty girl. Fuck me.”

Her begging has me wrapping my hand over her mouth as I press my lips to her ear again. “I’ll give you exactly what you want, little girl. But you have to stay quiet. Not a peep, or else our fun will be over. We don’t want anyone to hear. Understood?”I’m playing off the pretense of the fantasy, but really, I just need her quiet.

She nods, following my order immediately, so I reward her with my cock. I thrust myself inside her body, trying to hold onto the image inside my head. Before my dick becomes aware of its surroundings and how Rox doesn’t feel half as good as the one that’s in my mind, I fuck her hard and fast. Of course, she doesn’t seem to mind. She pushes her ass back to meet my every thrust, and as her walls start to tighten, I conjure up the one image that never fails to send me over the edge and pound into Rox even faster. It’s a matter of seconds before I have us both coming loud and hard.

Damn. That’s exactly what I needed. My body doesn’t feel so wound up anymore. The tension is at least bearable. My mind is settled for the time being.