Page 7 of Surviving the Darkness

Releasing his mouth, I trail kisses down his throat, the same way I did with Aidan in the shower. Phoenix growls. The sounds coming from him are enough to make me blow my load in minutes. The man needs to calm the fuck down before I lose it and pound into his virgin ass without remorse.

I pull away long enough to make sure he’s okay with where this is leading, and he nods in a vigorous shake, making it clear he is very okay with everything going on. I glance over to Aidan to do the same, and when I lock eyes with him, I notice he has his dick in his hand and is slowly pleasuring himself at the sight of us. Fuck me. Why does that turn me on so damn much?

Chapter 7

Phoenix

Inever thought I'd kiss a man, but here we are, sitting on Knox’s bed while his hands are tangled in my hair, controlling our movements. Kissing Knox is nothing like I expected. He’s hard and rough with me, and it makes unexpected emotion flicker through me. I’m not sure I hate it either; this man is pure fucking sin. I can see why Meadow is so addicted to him. My cock thickens in my shorts, and when he releases my mouth and moves down my neck, goosebumps litter my body.

The man knows what the fuck he is doing, and I am putty in his arms. I feel the bed shift and look over, finding Aidan sittingbehind me, and he puts his hands on my body. Both of them touching me like this is doing something to me, and I don’t know if I want to find out what it means. I want to live in the moment and enjoy being wanted.

Knox pulls away from me, and I miss his touch already. Pouting a little from the lack of warmth, I hear him chuckle. My mind is so hazy with lust that I’m not sure if he’s laughing at my reaction or at something Aidan said. I assume it’s due to my response and that’s alright; I want him to know what he does to me. The man is a dangerous motherfucker, and yet the softness he shows right now is a major fucking turn-on. I asked them to go easy on me since it’s my first time with a man, and they listened, especially Knox.

Aidan’s hands roam over my body, his fingers trailing from my chest down to my stomach until he reaches the crotch of my shorts, but he doesn’t touch my cock yet. No, the fucker teases me with his touch everywhere but the one place I want him. I feel his fingers graze the side of my dick with his exploration, but it’s not enough; I need more.

Growling at him to stop teasing me, the fucker just laughs and continues. Keeping myself distracted, I grab Knox and kiss him again. I need to feel his hard body against mine. As our tongues tangle, I feel him shifting us, so he’s hovering above me, and I moan in delight. Knox grinds his cock against mine and, god, that is such a good feeling.

I buck against him, wanting more friction, needing it. I wonder if this is what Meadow feels when he grinds his cock against her pussy. His piercing hits me through the shorts, and I want to explode already. Aidan’s hands still roam my body, even after Knox shifted us on the bed, and I fucking love these two touching me.

Aidan slides a hand between Knox and me and grips my cock through my shorts. My dick jumps at his touch; I guessthe fucker doesn’t care whether it’s a man or woman touching him. I shouldn’t be surprised, though, because I’m always hard when we participate in group activities. I always assumed it was because of Meadow, but maybe I got turned on by watching them as well.

As Aidan palms my cock, Knox kisses down my body to the point where I can’t focus on one man or the other. As first time’s go, this has to be the best, having both men worship my body the way they are is going to make me combust into a thousand tiny pieces. But what a way to go.

A thousand things are running through my mind as Knox works his way down my body, leaving trails of saliva wherever his mouth touches. I never thought a man kissing my body would be so erotic but, fuck, if I’m not hard as steel in my shorts right now. My cock is more than ready to release everything we missed out on over the years.

When Knox reaches my shorts, Aidan lets go of me, and I groan in displeasure. I like his hands on me, but when Knox pulls my shorts down, along with my underwear, my erection bounces off my stomach before a warm mouth is wrapped around me, and I forget all about Aidan’s hand.

Looking down, I notice Knox with my dick in his mouth, and I almost come on the spot but manage to hold myself back, so I can enjoy our time a little while longer. While Knox is working my cock, Aidan comes up and kisses me. He tastes like vanilla with a hint of whiskey. Why do these men taste so fucking good?

Aidan kisses me like he owns me, his touch rough and unyielding. The way he takes control of me is such a fucking turn-on. He grabs my hair and yanks my head back to look me in the eyes. Then he tells me to be a ‘good boy’ and to let them please me. Fuck. My. Life. I may be in over my head with these two, but if I drown, it’s one hell of a way to go.

I nod like the good boy he called me and take everything they have to give. I know how to listen, and I sure as fuck will if this is the treatment I’ll receive. When Knox gags on my length, I about lose my damn mind. I grunt out some incoherent words along the lines of needing him to stop or I will finish right now.

I think I manage to get my point across because he releases me with a pop and smirks up at me. Fucking asshole knows what he’s doing to me, and he will pay for that later … Outside the bedroom, of course. Knox and Aidan both pull away from me at the same time, and I’m not sure what they’re planning, but I don’t move in case they decide to punish me. When I lift my head so I can see what’s going on, I find Aidan and Knox locked in a heavy embrace, kissing each other like they’re the only two in the room.

Why do these men suddenly turn me on so much? Have I always felt this way? I have so many questions, but the answers can wait. Maybe they’ll answer themselves after tonight. I need to get out of my head and enjoy the moment. It's been a while since I’ve seen any action, and I want to be able to enjoy every moment of this without my brain getting in the way.

I keep thinking about how I am when I’m surfing in the ocean, calm and collected, no matter the conditions. Knox must see my brain working overdrive because he kneels over me and kisses my lips tenderly.

“Don’t overthink this. We will take care of you,” he whispers in my ear.

I nod and kiss him back, needing the distraction. “Can I sit up or do I have to stay lying down because I would really enjoy trying to suck someone's dick. I don’t know if I will be any good at it, but I’d like to try,” I ask no one in particular, hoping for an answer.

When I lock eyes with Knox, he nods and tells me to suck Aidan off. I assume it’s due to the lack of metal in his cock andthat it ‘ll be easier for me to learn on, versus Knox who is pierced. I'd be willing to try it with either of them, but I’m glad Aidan will be the first. Not only does he lack metal, but he’s also the smaller of the two.

I don’t want to choke on a pierced cock and make a fool of myself. I do wonder how the metal tastes, though. I can’t imagine it’s the best but, in hindsight, having someone's genitals in your mouth can’t be much worse.

As Aidan makes his way to me, I swallow out of nervousness. My palms are suddenly sweaty. Fuck... Am I really about to do this? There’s no turning back once I do. Things will never be the same. My brain is firing off about a hundred different things, making me question if I want to take this further. I obviously do but, at the same time, I’m nervous what this will mean for us as a group. I never expected them to take me up on my outlandish request.

Aidan gives me a curious look, almost like he's asking if I’m still alright with tonight's agenda. “You don’t have to do this, Phoenix, it’s okay. We can pretend tonight never happened and go back to being friends and nothing more,” Aidan says after I hesitate.

“Are you sure? We can take this as slow as you want, Phoenix. I promise we won’t be mad if you change your mind,” Knox says, and that makes me relax even more.

I can kiss the man but apparently, I can’t take it further without needing assistance. I shake my head ‘no’. “I want this, but I don’t know where to start. I just don’t want to fuck it up,” I admit to them.

When Aidan looks at me, his eyes locking onto mine, he nods in understanding and moves closer. He takes control of the situation, and my nerves and I couldn’t be more grateful. My heart is racing so fast I feel as if it will burst out of my chest. Licking my lips, I allow him to pull my head closer to his cock. Asthey are already naked from their shower, I have a direct view of him, and I do mean all of his muscled glory.

Aidan directs me on what to do. He tells me to wrap my hands around his erection and pump, like I would on myself. My palms are sweaty as I wrap my hand around his base and tug slightly, getting used to the feel of another man's dick in my hands. Oddly, it’s a turn on, knowing I have the control to make this man lose his mind. After a few experimental tugs, I find what he likes and how hard he likes to be gripped. And Aidan likes it rough.

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