Page 34 of Owning Emma

What he meant was, did I want to find someone for a night of fun? A fast, hard fuck to loosen my mood perhaps? I needed to forget the untouchable girl sitting in the same room as us. I couldn’t tarnish her beauty with my own scarred soul. My eyes flicked to Emma one last time. “I’ll be ready in ten.”

Three hours later, a chesty blonde was withering underneath me as I plowed into her, taking her hard enough that each push jolted her body forward, forcing her to brace her hands against the wall. Shaw was a few feet away, watching silently as she screamed my name, his hand leisurely stroking his cock. He never joined in, hating the feel of unwarranted touches on his skin. This was it, this was us, this was what we did every time we took someone to bed and for once, it just didn’t seem like enough.

I wanted more.

A lot more.

The girl screamed one last time, a blood-curdling scream that damn near deafened me, and even though my full heart and attention weren’t into it, her vise-like grip on my cock had me following after her. The pleasure from the act barely registered as I closed my eyes and released. Shaw, usually more boisterous let out a grunt before spilling his seed on the bed next to us.

We didn’t stay long after that, just a quick excuse before throwing on our clothes and leaving her there, naked and clinging a sheet to her chest with questions in her eyes. The girl knew from the beginning what we offered. Hell, she agreed to it before crooking her finely-painted nail at us and offered her apartment a few blocks away.

But, never again, I told myself. Never again would I be satisfied with a quick fuck in a dingy apartment, when there were people like Emma in this world. Women with big, green, fuck-me eyes and a compact little body. Shit! What was I thinking?

I rubbed my palms over my face, trying to scrub out the image of Emma’s tight body wrapped around mine. Shaw’s head turned to me in question, probably already knowing what I was thinking. “You good man?”

No. I most definitely was not good. “Never been better.”

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