Page 42 of Don't Let Your Mind Go There

“I’m not so sure Mom really wants this,” I said quietly.

“She does. Don’t you, darling?”

Mom was all tense, but she eased a little when Dad reached behind him to touch her leg. “Yes, I do. It will make our family stronger.”

I breathed in deeply, keeping my eyes on Dad the whole time. “Are you sure about this? I mean, how…how will this even work?”

“Don’t you worry about that. We’ll guide you. We’ll make this good for you,” he promised. He got up again and pressed a kiss to my lips, whispering how much he loved me before he stepped away.

This was really happening.

I wasn’t sleeping, and everything around me was very much real.

Get your shit together, Tate. You’re as sick as they are, and there is no reason for you to chicken out now.

Dad made Ronan and me undress, and while I was doing it willingly, something deep inside of me told me that this was wrong. I didn’t understand how I had been so obsessed with Dad, wanting to get close to him, only to now feel weird about this situation.

It was as if my mind was trying to snap out of something. As if my morals had been suppressed for months, and now my head was trying to tell me to make this stop.

Still, I stood naked next to Ronan, with Mom and Dad in front of us.

“We made beautiful kids, didn’t we, Ainsley?” Dad said, taking us both in.

“We sure did. I can see now why you’re so fascinated with her. She has a beautiful body,” Mom said. Her eyes wandered all over my body, and that initial jealousy that was written on her face was gone.

I felt my cheeks flush, and for some strange reason, I was starting to enjoy this.

God, I change my mind a lot.

I smiled tightly, unsure if I had to thank her or not.

I didn’t. I figured she’d know that I accepted her compliment.

I watched as Dad stepped closer to us, and instead of touching me, he reached out his hand to cup Ronan’s cheek. I didn’t mind sharing Dad with Ronan, and it was exciting to see what they’d do with each other.

My eyes were glued on them, and I watched as Dad leaned in to kiss Ronan. He didn’t pull back. Instead, he put his hands on Dad’s chest and leaned in to deepen the kiss.

Shit, that was hot.

I sucked in my bottom lip, unable to take my eyes off them, but I did when I noticed Mom coming toward me.

I looked at her, and because Ronan was so comfortable with Dad, I figured I had to be comfortable too. Not that I wasn’t. I just didn’t know how this would work. We were four people, and before, I only ever had sex with one person.

Mom didn’t say a word when she stepped even closer, and she cupped my tits with both hands before leaning in to pull one nipple into her mouth.

I sucked in a breath and held it.

It didn’t feel as strange as I thought it would, though, I would have to get used to it first.

Dad stopped kissing Ronan, and they both watched Mom suck and lick my nipples. “How does that feel, sweetheart?” Dad asked, rubbing my back gently before he placed his hand on my ass. He squeezed it, and having his hand on me while Mom was playing with my tits made me relax immediately.

“It feels nice,” I told him.

“Good. It looks hot too.”

I kept my eyes on Dad while resting one hand on Mom’s shoulder to steady myself. She kept going for a while longer before stepping back, and Dad made Ronan and me get on the bed while he undressed with Mom.

They were both naked in a matter of seconds, and because I had seen Dad naked before, I moved my eyes to Mom’s body, taking it in inch by inch.

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