She has a point.
“How about this,” I say, pleased that she wants to get to know me, and wanting to get to know her too. “For every question you ask and I answer, I get to ask you one you have to answer.”
“Okay,” she agrees readily. “I think I owe you two.”
I think about it for a minute. And I can only think of one question. “Why don’t you have a boyfriend?”
“What makes you think I don’t?” she asks.
“Well, I’m just assuming, because if you were my girl, I wouldn’t let you come camping in the mountains all by yourself.”
“One, I think you need to keep your eye on your pole there, mister. And two, most women don’t like it when their significant others try to boss them around. If I were your girl, and I wanted to come camping by myself, you wouldn’t be able to stop me. It certainly wouldn’t be a matter of whether or not youletme.”
Oh shit. “No, I didn’t mean it like that. I just meant, you know, I would go with you. I would want to be with you. Camping or wherever you went.”
There’s a moment of silence.
“Oh,” she says. Then, “My turn. Why didn’t you become a doctor? Hunter said you wanted to.”
“Wait a minute. You didn’t answer my question.”
“Oh. Right. Yeah, no boyfriend.”
“Why not?”
“It’s not your turn. Why didn’t you become a doctor?”
I sigh, from deep within me. I shrug.
“A shrug is not an answer, Lynx Björnsson.”
“Well, they don’t let you into med school if you don’t finish your first week of college,” I say, wishing to God a fish would choose this moment to decide it wanted catching.
I’ve never talked to anyone about this. Ever.
“You went to college?”
“It’s not your turn,” I tell her. “But we’re not uneducated. Ma homeschooled us. I got really good grades. I got into my top-choice school.”
“Then what happened?”
“It’s still not your turn.”
“Then ask me something so it can be my turn again!”
“Why don’t you have a boyfriend?”
“Why don’t you have a girlfriend?” she counters, and there isn’t an ounce of mocking in those gorgeous eyes.
“You can’t answer my question with a question.”
“I don’t have a boyfriend because…relationships are messy. Love is messy,” she says finally.
“I suppose it can be that.”
“Have you been in love?”
I don’t even hesitate. “Thought I was. Once.”