She chuckled. “The students. You’re tough, but they respect you.”
“The students are wonderful,” I said. “They are one of my favourite parts of being at Shalebrook. I am proud of them.”
She smiled. “Okay, that’s cute. You’re being adorable and can stop now. I’m still cross about what you said on the train.”
I groaned. “I know. I shouldn’t have said it. You’re inexperienced and green but also excellent. It needs work. I could have said that in a nicer, more constructive way.”
She folded her hands on the table, seeming satisfied. “Thank you for saying that.”
“It’s part of my new attempt to… be more open and less critical. I can come across that way, I gather?”
Astrid snicked. “Um… you think?”
“If you saw me from the outset—not knowing me—what would you think?”
“I thought you were a knob. Do you want more of a critique?”
“Honesty is good.”
“You cannot handle the truth.”
“My oldest sister says I dress ‘academic chic’.”
Astrid giggled. I had an urge to kiss her once more.
Voice slightly squeaky, I played it off as a joke. “She once mortified me by getting drunk at a party and announcing something mortifying to everyone. I didn’t speak to her all summer over it.”
“That’s dreadful!”
“Well, she was going through a lot—grieving the loss of our father. I can laugh about it now.”
“Can I ask what it was?”
“Sure,” I agreed. “It’s stupid. She declared that I was a twenty-seven-year-old virgin, and would anyone kindly put me out of my misery?”
Astrid’s mouth dropped.
“God, no! I’m not, I’m not!” I insisted, surprised I had admitted this to her and annoyed she was angry about it.
I scrambled to think what to say as a flustered student appeared at the table.
Face ashen, he said, “Oh, thank God! You're here!”
“What is going on, Louis?” Astrid asked.
“Mark got into a fight with Paul! They're going wild in the bar in the lobby!”
“Jesus fucking Christ!” Astrid said.
Every swear the woman uttered surprised me.
“We gotta go,” I slammed some money down to cover our meals.
Time to go save the day—like it or not!
twenty-six
ASTRID