“There are photographers everywhere,” I admit. And I need to make sure not a single one gets a good shot of me.
 
 “It’s not the photographers I’m worried about,” Aiden mutters.
 
 “It’s the people?” I ask him. We’ve stopped by a row of seats labeled asVIPandSpeaker.Maurice had mentioned that Aiden was going to give a speech.
 
 I hadn’t known that.
 
 Aiden blows out a breath. “What did I just say? We’re not having this conversation here, Chaos.”
 
 “I’m not asking about the past. Just about the present.” I look over his shoulder, at the crowds of people attending the event. There are so many of them.
 
 I haven’t liked being in crowds for years.
 
 There’s oftenoneperson who looks at me for a little too long. Who racks their brain, and sometimes it clicks. Who I am. They nudge their friends.Remember that girl who had a freakout on TV? Remember the meme?
 
 Aiden seems so at ease here. He always does, everywhere he goes. But I wonder… He has a reputation, too.
 
 A past.
 
 I did anticipate that being in LA would be hard. This is the epicenter of film and movie production, including a lot of reality TV. There’s probably a higher chance of being recognized here than in Minnesota or in the Alaskan wilderness. But so far, no one at this venue seems to be staring.
 
 I’d forgotten that in a city with so many famous people, my own blip fades in comparison. I’m a speck of dust when matched against the real stars.
 
 The thought is very comforting.
 
 “Do you know many of the people here?” I ask him.
 
 He takes another sip of his champagne. “A fair number. Not all.”
 
 “But they know you,” I guess.
 
 His eyes narrow. “Knowofme, most likely. Yes.”
 
 “How does that make you feel?”
 
 “You really are on the job.” He touches his champagne flute to mine. “Take a sip. It’ll help you relax.”
 
 “I am relaxed.”
 
 “Mm-hmm,” he says dryly. “So am I.”
 
 It takes me a moment to realize he’s being sarcastic.So, he’s not relaxed in these environments.
 
 But he’s very good at acting like he is.
 
 Another nugget of information I file away, like an archaeologist unearthing a new find. “Why do you go to these events?” I ask instead. “If you don’t like them?”
 
 “Means to an end,” he says.
 
 “What speech are you giving?”
 
 “I’m donating the largest sum tonight to the charity. That buys you a certain level of visibility.”
 
 “What charity is it?”
 
 “Dementia research,” he says. “Playing twenty questions?”
 
 “Would you rather play ball with me or network with someone out there?” I incline my head toward the masses. A few people are looking his way and it’s likely only a matter of time before he’s approached again. “Why dementia?”