Page 206 of Mama Si's Paradise

“Don’t say that,” he said, biting my jaw a little. “Out of everything in the world,thisis the only thing that feels right to me.”

I sighed, resting my head on his shoulder. “It feels right to me, too.” And it shouldn’t have…should it? I wasn’t home. I wasn’tfree—but nothing was worse than the fact that I didn’twant to be. That I was talking to Grey as if I’d already decided that I was going to stay here forever. That I was going to behisfor real.

“Then stop thinking for a moment. Let me help you relax a little,” he said, kissing my jaw as he nudged my head to the side until I raised it enough for him to reach my lips. “Let me take care of you, baby. Right now, you need a break. We’ll talk later.”

“A break?” That did sound heavenly.

Grey grinned against my lips. “Yes, a break—and I’m going to give that to you by fucking you on this rooftop right now.”

I gasped. “You’remad!”

His tongue was in my mouth, devouring me the next second. “I am. I’m fucking mad for you, Fall. I’ve waited my whole life for you. It washellwhen you arrived here and I couldn’t have you right away. That I had to wait,” he whispered. “I can’t fucking wait no more. Ineedyou…” His words could have been my own, personal wings because they made me feel like I was flying again.

He pressed his hips down on me as if to show me how hard he was. How deliciously hard he was for me, even considering where we were.

And I moaned as heat spilled all over me. That’s it—that’s all it took to convince me. “If we fall?—”

“I’ll catch you, I swear it,” he said with that sexy growl. “You’re not going anywhere.” He kissed the breath out of me again. “Hold on tight, baby.”

The next second, Grey leaned down and ripped my pants off my body with one movement.

The cold air of the night against my legs and my soaked folds made me shiver. I screamed again, then sank my teeth in his shoulder, terrified the entire castle heard it.

But Grey’s hands framed my face again and he pulled me in front of him, smiling widely. “Nobody can hear us through the rain, baby. Scream as loud as you can,” he said. “Show me how well I’m pleasing you.” His hand was already down to my ass, and he dug his fingers in, squeezing so hard it hurt, muttering,“Perfect, perfect, perfect.”

“Grey,” I whispered, holding onto his shoulders, eyes locked on his. The anticipation was killing me as his hands moved slowly to my front.

Grey didn’t even blink when he slid his fingers down my folds, painfully slowly, and watched me almost come at the contact.

“Don’t bite your lip, baby,” he said, slipping his fingertip into my entrance. “Let. Go.”

His whisper must have cast a spell on me because I didn’t even try to hold back again. I cried out in pleasure, eyes squeezed shut, my head thrown back on the tiles. Gravity helped in keeping me in place, and Grey’s wings didn’t budge a single inch. His body was still pressed to mine just as tightly, and he wasn’t about to let go anytime soon.

Somehow, I momentarily became insane enough to actual feelsafethere. I felt safe on the rooftop of a two-hundred-foot-tall tower because he had his arms and wings wrapped around me.

I let go for real.

Rain on my face. Grey’s lips in my mouth and I bit them like they were my favorite snack as he dipped his fingers deeper inside me still, pulling all kinds of sounds out of me. His other hand traveled down to my stomach, under my soaked shirt and bra. He cupped my breast hard, squeezing until it hurt, but somehow he made it work. Somehow my body loved the pain he gave me. It added to the incredible pleasure that had consumed my every cell by now, especially when he began to pinch and play with my nipple.

He kept whispering things under his breath as I tried to rise higher to take his fingers down to my entrance, but he kept them up on my clit instead, circling it slowly and with just the right pressure.

“Talk to me, baby. What do you want me to do?” he said between kissing me, even though he knew very well what I wanted him to do.

“Grey, please,” I whispered, letting go of his shoulder for a second to push his arm lower as I thrust my hips forward as much as he let me.

“Please what?” he said with a growl, pressing his chest onto mine harder as he continued to play with me. “Tell me. Talk to me.”

“Please,” I said, too embarrassed to say it out loud, so I just ran my fingernails down his chest—hiswetchest that just might be God’s greatest gift to me in this lifetime.

Fuck, I was already delirious, not even caring about where I was, and the rain on my face felt mighty fine, too. Almost seductive in the gentle way it fell on my skin.

“I’ll do anything you tell me. Anything at all,” Grey whispered, pressing onto my clit harder, massaging my breast faster, more desperately as his hips moved, too. I reached my hands between us only barely and slipped them under the waistband of his sweatpants. I grabbed his hard cock and a loud cry ripped from my throat as if he’d already come inside me. My head fell back again, and Grey leaned down and claimed my lips furiously, kissing me harder the tighter my grip on his cock.

Fuck, he felt so good. I wanted to see him, analyze every inch of him naked until I knew the map of his skin by memory.

But right now, I needed him to fuck me more.Please, please, please,I begged between kisses, and I no longer had the energy to be embarrassed or ashamed at that point.

And as much as he wanted to give up the little control he was holding on to, he was too fucking stubborn, unfortunately for me.

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