Page 182 of Mama Si's Paradise

“Look what you’re doing to us,” said Grey through gritted teeth, holding my hips in place and pushing himself inside me like he meant to break my body completely.

My first instinct was to freak out that someone was watching me having sex, but that instinct was squashed instantly the more of their faces I saw. The brothers were lost in a trance, their eyes on my body, on where I connected with Grey, how his cock slid in and out of me. They were completely lost,desperate, my name falling from their lips in whispers.

I knew it would freak me out in the future, but in those moments, I felt so fucking free. I felt like a damn goddess. I felt all-powerful.

“Let go, baby. Come for me,” Grey said, and it was like he’d given me the world in return.

Letting go had never been so easy. I came with my eyes squeezed shut, crying out Grey’s name that came so naturally to me now. I gripped his wrists as he held me by the hips and kept himself buried deep inside me just like I needed.

The orgasm lasted a long time, and it wiped my mind completely. My ears were filled with their moans, all of them calling my name as they came, and then Grey did, too.

I felt him pulsating inside of me as my pussy still squeezed him with the aftermath of my orgasm, and he came hard with his head thrown back and my hips in his hands. A wonder he hadn’t broken me still, but I was whole when he put me down on the bed and fell on top of me, exhausted.

My eyes were closed and my energy gone, all of it. The heat didn’t come back even when I began to breathe a bit deeper and my heartbeat started to calm down. A smile was stretching my lips though I couldn’t really feel anything anymore.

Only one thought was in my mind before unconsciousness claimed me: I had never felt fuller and lighter at the same time in my life.

Forty

Sex had never much appealedto me. At one point in my life I remember thinking,I’m just one of those women who doesn’t care that much for it.

But I had been dead wrong because the memory that was going through my mind even before I woke up?

I could die for that sex. Better yet—I couldliveto do it every single day.

Not just because of the size of Grey’s cock, but more the feeling. The way he’d touched me. The way he’d looked at me. And I’d never even realized that there could bemoreto it. That I could have someone like Grey.

Grey.

My eyes opened to the familiar ceiling of my room at the Evernight castle, the familiar darkness outside the window, and the light of the lamps on the bedside tables. The soft mattress and the pillow, the silk sheets that smelled citrusy—and like they were just washed—all of it, perfectly familiar.

Except there was someone lying on the bed with me, andthatwas not familiar at all.

The memory that had been running through my minduntil I woke up disappeared. Panic shot throughout me, spiking the blood in my veins. I turned, my brain somehow insisting that it was just Brandon and that I was back at the apartment in Roven, and I was just waking up from a nightmare, that’s all.

Except I knew that wasn’t true. I’d woken up many mornings thinking,hopingI’d been in a dream, but I wasn’t. This was real. This was my life now.

And none other than Grey Evernight was lying on his stomach on the pillow right beside me with his eyes closed, as still as a statue.

My heart forgot to beat completely.

More memories came back to me slowly, details and images that made no sense at first, popping in front of my mind’s eye.

The mirrors, Valentine, Faeries’ Aerie and Emerald’s Storyteller. Syra and Hansil, and then I’d run and run and climbed down the cliff like mad…

But everything came to a halt again withhim.

Fuck.

Was he even real?

It seemed so. I felt the heat of Grey’s body against my arm. He was lying with his face turned to me, his hair all over the place, his muscled arms half under the pillow.

An ache developed deep in the pit of my stomach. God, he was so beautiful. With the light of the lamp falling behind him like that, and half his face covered in shadows, he looked divine.

And he’d fucked me last night in front of all the Evernight brothers.

The realization rang in my ears and I sat up slowly, holding the sheet to my chest because I knew I was naked underneath. Naked—because he’d torn my nightgown and my panties right before he fucked the good sense out of me.

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