Page 180 of Mama Si's Paradise

Then he suddenly thrust his fingers all the way inside me, as deep as they would go.

My body locked down instantly. “Don’t come,” Grey whispered, holding himself in there, curving his fingers up until I saw God. “Look at me, baby. Look at me.”

I did. Such a beautiful color drawing me in. I could get lost in the grey of his eyes.

For a moment, we both stopped moving, holding on tightly to one another, unblinking eyes locked.

“I’ve waited my whole life for you.” He barely moved his lips, and if we weren’t face-to-face, I’d have never heard the words. “You’re finally here.”

I was. For once in my life, it felt like I was finally right where I was supposed to be. I didn’t need to be chasing any dreams or any plans or anyone. I was in the perfect place, at the perfect time.

Finally.

And Grey moved.

Slipping his fingers out of my pussy, he pulled himself up to his knees once more, looking down at my naked body like he was in awe. His big hands ran up and down my naked chest, and when he reached my soaked panties, he tore themapart the same way he had my nightgown. The sound of it made me cry out, and for a second there, I could have sworn people were around us, but I was too high to care. The whole world could be watching, and it wouldn’t have made a difference. All I saw was Grey, and all Grey saw was me.

He whispered under his breath as he touched me, gently for a second, then digging his fingers into my hips like he meant to break me, cursing and praising me at the same time.

“You’ll be my fucking doom,” he said. “And I’ll be damned if I don’t go down willingly. So long as you stay underneath me, beautiful.” I cried out when he squeezed my waist, and I never wanted him to stop. “You are perfection…”

So many things on my mind that I wanted to say to him out loud. He looked like a fucking angel from down here. I’d go down willingly if he kept those hands on me as well. I’d never been so completely consumed by anything in my life the way I was by him—I wanted to tell him all of that and more, but the moans kept on coming, and when his thumb pressed against my clit again, circling it slowly, I forgot to eventhink.I was a big mess of raw, hot pleasure, threatening to unravel faster than I could have thought possible.

But when Grey began to push his sweatpants down with the other hand, I froze. The fabric revealed his hard cock,big,so thick I’d need both hands to wrap around it, the tip of him smooth and pointy and pink, curving up just slightly. I forgot how to breathe when he grabbed it in his fist and slowly began to touch himself, moving up and down, all the way to the tip, then back to the base again.

I was drooling. I was fucking drooling at the sight of him like that. I wanted to be his hand so badly. I wanted to be doing what he was doing with my hands and my mouth and my pussy and myeverything.

“Grey,” I breathed, reaching out for him. He needed to be down here, on top of me right now. Seriously—it was a matterof life and death at this point. Because when he wasn’t touching me, that heat returned, the bad one, and it was so much more intense now. It was going to kill me for real if he didn’t cool me down.

But he grinned like I’d never seen him do before, and I’d be damned if a whimper didn’t slip out of me involuntarily. Fuck, he lookedbad.He looked the best kind ofbadI’d ever seen. He looked like a filthy, dirty, sexy sin waiting to be committed.

“Yes, baby?” he whispered, and his voice alone could get me undone. Smoky. Dark. As sweet as melted chocolate pouring down my body.

“Come closer,” I said, gripping the wrist of his hand while his thumb still circled my clit slowly, and my hips moved in rhythm with him.

“How close do you want me?” He let go of my pussy and came over me, putting his hand near my head for support, his other still pumping his cock.

I could touch it now. I could put my hand over his as it moved up and down, and fuck, I was halfway gone already.

“All the way,” I thought I said, looking down at him still, unable to pry my eyes from the way he jerked himself off.

God, I’d never seen anything sexier in my life.

“All the way where?” he continued to tease me.

“All the way inside me.”Until you can’t get any fucking deeper.

Grey fell on top of me the next second, and his skin was my salvation. He was no longer smiling as he looked down at me, both hands on my face, holding me in place.

“Your word is my command,” he said, his voice suddenly darker, heavier. “Do you understand that?”

I nodded—I understood. It was a promise he was giving me, and even if it was just for these moments, he meant it. He absolutely meant it.

Right now, he wasn’t the Grey Evernight the world knew, or that I knew. Right now, he was just mine.

“Good,” he said, and he kissed me.

We kissed slowly, lips and tongues sliding against one another. I lost my train of thought to that kiss, so gentle yet deep, so passionate that I felt it all the way to my soul. He kissed me like he’d known me a thousand years and he wanted to show me how much he’d missed me. How patiently he’d waited.

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