Page 179 of Mama Si's Paradise

I moaned as the heat retreated wherever our skins connected, and Grey settled himself between my legs. My limbs locked around him instantly.

My God, he felt so good. He felt like falling on white clouds. He felt like falling in the ocean.

He felt likefalling.

Voices around us, and my eyes opened to find all the other brothers were still there, still kneeling on the bed all around us. Still watching us—including Valentine. I wanted to reach out for him, too, but I didn’t dare let go of Grey. If I did, I would die. I knew it in my bones, it would be the end of me.

“I want you to focus on me, baby,” Grey whispered in myear, and my whole being submitted. He controlled the heat of my body now. I was at his mercy—gladly.

“I want you to keep your eyes on me,” he said, rising to sit on his legs between mine, running his hands down my breasts, my stomach, but that fucking nightgown…

The sound of it tearing tried to freeze the blood in my veins, but it couldn’t. The soft satin of the nightgown tore in Grey’s hands, and suddenly the cool air of the room enveloped me.

“I want your eyes on me while I show all of them, once and for all, who you belong to,” he said. “You’remine.” He fell on top of me again, and I forgot everything else. His bare chest against mine was a different kind of bliss. Grey held my eyes and my attention like nothing in the world existed but him, and he smiled for me—a full, happy,proudsmile.

“They’ll know it soon. The whole fucking world will know it,” he whispered, then he crashed his lips to mine.

I never knew a kiss could levitate you the way his did. I never knew a kiss could freeze you and burn you at the same time, with such intensity that I forgot about the Blood Call and the way my blood had been boiling just a second ago as he had his way with me. As he bit me and licked me and sucked my lips in his mouth like he had been burning worse than me.

A moan ripped from his throat when he pressed his hips down on me, and the more he kissed me, the cooler I became, and the more aware I was of everything. The way I fit his body so perfectly. The way his naked skin felt on mine. The way his hard cock pressed against my pussy covered by those damn panties I should have gone without.

My God, I’d never been more turned on in my life.

I screamed out his name as he pressed his hips onto me harder and harder, picking up the rhythm though clothes were still in the way. He whispered in my ear, but I couldn’t understand what he was saying. I could only feel the way he broughtme back to life, the way he pushed away that unnatural heat that had been about to devour me. I could only feel the way he kissed me, so desperately, so passionately, like he truly stayed alive for my lips, not my blood.

And then his hands were moving down my body, spreading cold, but also a different heat that rivaled the one about to scorch me. This heat gathered between my legs, and the more of it I felt, the more my hips shot up to meet his hardness. He barely let me breathe while he kissed me, wanting my mouth only for himself, so I didn’t even get to cry out as loud as I wanted. Especially when his hand slipped between our bodies, and his fingertips pressed over my clit.

The world could have imploded for all I cared. My entire body froze, not a hint of that awful heat inside me anymore. And then Grey dipped his fingers lower still, toward my entrance, and my eyes rolled in my skull.

“Not yet, baby,” he whispered, sucking my earlobe in his mouth. “You’ll come for me when I say so. Do you understand?”

Oh, God. “Yes,” I said with my whole being. I’d come for him in any way he wanted me to, whenever he pleased, if he kept touching me like that. If he continued to feel like my own personal heaven. A verycoldheaven.

His fingers slipped under my panties, down my soaked folds. I dug my nails into his skin with all my strength, not even bothering to hold back. He could handle it. Grey could handle anything I could do to him right now, but I wasn’t sure I could handle those fingers.

His tongue was in my mouth. His body pressed to mine. His fingers in my pussy. The scent of him in my nostrils, and those moans of his were in my head. I heard them even over my own, and they were perfect.Hewas perfect. I wanted to hold onto that moment forever, live in it for the rest of eternity.

But I also wanted more.

Nothing existed except this aching need I had for him. It chased the heat away, the one that scorched me, and ignited that new fire more. His fingers dipped lower slowly as he moaned together with me, teasing my entrance. My body froze for a second, the anticipation locking me in place.

“So soft,” Grey murmured in my ear, pressing onto me harder until my lungs were empty—but who needed air? “So wet, baby. I want to take my time with you for hours, and I also want to fuck you senseless within seconds.” I moaned, my hips shooting up to meet his fingers, desperate to feel him inside of me, but he moved them up to my clit again, teasing me. His chuckle in my ear was dark and delicious, and I bit his bottom lip until I tasted blood.

His chuckle turned to a moan instantly, and he pressed onto my clit harder. “Like that. Take what you need from me, baby. Fight me,” he growled, and I was going to. Fuck, I was going to take what I needed from him—which waseverything.Every inch of him in every way.

My hands roamed down his back, and his skin was raised in some parts, but I just assumed it was the curves of his muscles. I wrapped an arm around his neck tightly to keep his lips right there, where I could kiss and bite and suck on them as much as I pleased. Then I slid the other down his arm and to his hand that was between my legs, holding it in place as well as I could before I shot my hips up again.

His fingers touched my entrance, and I cried out in ecstasy, but he resisted me still. “Keep going,” he said. “Don’t fucking stop.”

It was an order, and I planned to obey.

I gripped his hand under mine tighter and moved until the tips of his fingers were inside me.

Fuck, the way he felt. My eyes were open but I saw nothing, just felt his lip between my teeth, his blood in my mouthfrom how hard I was biting him, and his fingers inside my pussy. I moved like a wild fucking animal—and Grey did, too. His other hand was moving lower, and it closed around my breast, squeezing me, fingers on my nipple, twisting it then pinching it the way I never knew I needed. The sounds that left me were otherworldly, but Grey seemed to be fueled by them. The deeper his fingers went inside me, the faster and more desperate his thrusts, until I was at the very edge.

“Grey,” I breathed, clinging to him with all my being, trying not to come.

“I can feel your pussy tightening,” he said, and just to hear that word on his lips was a monster of its own.