I look up at her. “So what do I do?”
“It sounds like you need some space to think.”
It’s exactly what I want, and I keep coming back to the same conclusion. “I was thinking of going home for a few days after the studio opens.”
She nods. “No, you should go now.”
“But the studio?”
She shakes her head and squeezes my hand. “Can wait a few days.”
I nod, knowing she’s right. There’s only a cleaner due to come before the grand opening, so a few days won’t kill me.
“You need to talk to Evan before you go, though,” she adds.
Even though all I want to do is avoid him, I can’t ignore him forever.
She rubs my shoulder before squeezing it and standing.
I watch her walk out, softly closing my door behind her.
When she leaves my room, I pick up my phone and notice a few missed calls from Evan. I call him back. He answers on the first ring.
“Chelsea.”
My heart pounds in my ears every time I hear his voice.
“Hi.”
“I’ve been worried about you.” His voice is so sincere it makes me squeeze the phone tighter.
“I’m sorry I haven’t?” I stop talking because I don’t want to admit I’ve been crying hysterically over my idiot ex.
“I’m sorry that was printed. Please know I had nothing to do with it.”
I shuffle on the bed until my back is against the headboard. “I know.” I release a heavy sigh. “It was Bobby.”
“I fired him and I’m trying to find out how he did it,” he says angrily and continues talking. “But he isn’t answering my calls.” A grumble leaves Evan. “I’ll find him.”
“Thanks.”
It’s so silent between us, you can hear a pin drop, but then he speaks.
“Did you want to come over tonight?” His voice is so raw and tender it causes a lump to form in my throat.
I swallow hard, hating what I have to say next. “No. I’m going home.”
“Connecticut?”
“Yes,” I whisper.
“Why?”
“I want to get away from this mess, and this will be the only time off I get before the studio opens.”
“Did you want me to come?”
My chest hurts. Really aches, because even though I’ve come to realize I love him, I need this time away to process everything. I deserve to have the future I want, and he should have the one he needs, and the only way to do that is give ourselves time apart.