NATE
 
 She’s such a pretty little liar.
 
 I wrap my fingers around her upper arms and keep her steady as I walk into her, making her walk back.
 
 “W-what are we doing?” There’s a lace of panic in her voice, but it’s muted by desire.
 
 And I don’t miss the way she saidwe. Because she already knows whatwe’reabout to do.
 
 “We’re going into the pantry.” I reach around her side to pull the door open.
 
 She steps back, entering the tiny room. “Why?”
 
 “Because, Ms. Rosalyn.” I move her farther into the room until the door swings shut behind me. “I need to taste you.”
 
 THIRTEEN
 
 ROSALYN
 
 My lips part on a gasp.
 
 And Nathan moves. Claiming his taste.
 
 Our lips meet.
 
 My body leans into his.
 
 My neck arches.
 
 And I kiss him back.
 
 I kisshim.
 
 My Nathan.
 
 The man who’s held my broken pieces together for so long.
 
 Who’s been both my best friend and a figment of my imagination.
 
 The man I haven’t seen in twenty-five years.
 
 The man who’s lived an entire life since walking away from me that day in the woods.
 
 My heart squeezes painfully.
 
 I want this and hate this. Because I want him to know it’s me.
 
 I want him to desireme.
 
 But maybe that’s not supposed to happen.
 
 Maybe I’m supposed to have this experience with him this way. With anonymity.
 
 Maybe I need to experience this, with him, just this once.
 
 Because he’s here.
 
 And he’s kissing me.