NATE
She’s such a pretty little liar.
I wrap my fingers around her upper arms and keep her steady as I walk into her, making her walk back.
“W-what are we doing?” There’s a lace of panic in her voice, but it’s muted by desire.
And I don’t miss the way she saidwe. Because she already knows whatwe’reabout to do.
“We’re going into the pantry.” I reach around her side to pull the door open.
She steps back, entering the tiny room. “Why?”
“Because, Ms. Rosalyn.” I move her farther into the room until the door swings shut behind me. “I need to taste you.”
THIRTEEN
ROSALYN
My lips part on a gasp.
And Nathan moves. Claiming his taste.
Our lips meet.
My body leans into his.
My neck arches.
And I kiss him back.
I kisshim.
My Nathan.
The man who’s held my broken pieces together for so long.
Who’s been both my best friend and a figment of my imagination.
The man I haven’t seen in twenty-five years.
The man who’s lived an entire life since walking away from me that day in the woods.
My heart squeezes painfully.
I want this and hate this. Because I want him to know it’s me.
I want him to desireme.
But maybe that’s not supposed to happen.
Maybe I’m supposed to have this experience with him this way. With anonymity.
Maybe I need to experience this, with him, just this once.
Because he’s here.
And he’s kissing me.