Page 42 of Born to Make You Smile

Shit. I just had the most powerful orgasm of my entire life while fantasizing about Gavin. My boss. My neighbor. A man double my age. A man I could never, ever have.

I had to find a way to manage these rogue feelings before they consumed me. So I channeled them the only way I knew how.

At His Command

Inside my heart

There is a space

Hidden away

A secret place

Brimming with hope

Yearning for glee

Private thoughts

Of tranquility

Sometimes it's blue

Other times green

Inside out

Splitting the seam

But the problem remains

That hole in my heart

Empty and quiet

Broken apart

Without him

I'm lost

I'm nothing

I'm frail

I'm trapped and I'm meek

Like a ship with no sail

But with him

I'm full

I'm alive and I'm thriving

I'm rain drops and sun beams

Atop the world and still climbing

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