Page 49 of Suspicious

“Don’t think, Alex. It’s just you and me,” I whispered, edging the tip of his cock toward my opening.

His breathing was hard like he was having trouble focusing, but that same lustful stare took over his face as his nostrils flared. “Just you and me,” he replied, slamming his lips to mine at the same time he thrust inside me for the veryfirst time.

My eyes widened with the sudden fullness. It didn’t hurt as much as the girls at school said it would. Maybe because Alex and I had been messing around a lot already, but it wasn’t the most comfortable thing in the world either. But Alex stopped almost as soon as he pushed forward, his body shaking, his breathing rushed and hard, both of us acclimating to the feeling. His head rested in the nook of my shoulder.

I reached over, lifting his head to look at me. “You okay?” I asked him.

His eyes were glassy, and he was physically shaking like he was about to lose control at any second. I had never seen him like this.

Furrowing my brows, I cupped both sides of his face and forced him to look at me. “Alex! Look at me!”

He snapped his eyes to mine, focus coming back into them, and I softly smiled at him. “Do you want to stop?” I asked, concern for him overriding everything now.

He sniffled, and that’s when I saw it. The glassiness in his eyes. He was fighting back his tears.

Swallowing hard, it instantly caused my eyes to well too. “I… I’m sorry. Do you regret this?”

Alex finally came back to me, his eyes still glassy as he cleared his throat. “I should be the one asking you if you’re okay. But I’m over here being a fucking pussy.”

Confused as hell, and with him still inside me, my hands rubbed up and down his back. “Talk to me.”

He sunk his head into the crook of my neck, trying to hide from me, so I held onto him as he spoke, “I just fucking love you so much, Bea. I’ve wanted this for so long, and now I am here, literally inside of you for the first time, and you feel so damn good. I just got overwhelmed and had to stop for a moment. Otherwise, it was all going to be over before it hada chance to even begin. And I want to make your first time something to remember. I want it to be perfect for you.”

Exhaling, I couldn’t help but smile at him. Lifting his head, I pulled him close so his lips were almost meeting mine. “Baby, I don’t expect this to last long. I don’t even expect it to be great. All I need is for us to do it together. To experience this together. Remember, Alex… all I feel is you.”

His eyes lit with determination, and he swallowed, choking down the tension. “All I feel is you,” he replied, and my hands slid around, my nails gripping the skin on his back.

He hissed through his teeth, his hips jolting forward, causing us to moan out with the pressure as we began to pant. “Together,” I whimpered, and we both started rocking our hips in unison.

His hand shifted down, grabbing for my leg, and he hoisted it up higher so he could thrust deeper. We both moaned at the feeling.

I wished we had taken our fucking clothes off, but in the heat of the moment, we just needed each other.

His mouth returned to mine, our movements now almost frantic as we kissed to reach that climax. “Oh fuck, Bea, I’m close,” he moaned into my mouth.

I wasn’t close again, but fuck, it felt damn good. My entire body was buzzing, and I felt alive. As Alex began to tremble and shudder, I knew he was right on the edge, so I tried to help him along. I clenched my fingers tight into his back, definitely leaving nail marks on his skin. He groaned so loud that I was glad no one else was home to hear us while his lips slammed against mine. He thrust up deep inside me one last time, so deep it made my breath catch and almost sent me over the edge again.

Almost.

His cock jerked inside me, his entire body weight droppingon top of me like a sack of potatoes as he came with a loud groan. “Bea,” he mumbled breathlessly as he dropped his head into the crook of my neck and shoulder.

Biting down on my bottom lip, a huge smile lit my face as I closed my eyes and basked in the afterglow.

Was it perfect?No. But it was perfect for us.

Alex finally caught his breath, his head lifting, his eyes bright with happiness as he smiled at me. “Did you… again?” he asked.

Smiling, I shook my head. “Almost.”

His eyes shot open like he was outraged, then a big smile lit his face. “Well then, we need to rectify this situation. Immediately!” He slowly pulled out of me, causing me to wince, but then he sat up on his knees and started unbuttoning his shirt. “I will not be done with you until you are completely satiated, Sparkle.”

He shrugged out of his shirt, throwing it to the floor while I sat up on my elbows, taking in the god-like view. “Oh… I see. And, um… what if you can’t satiate me tonight?”

He waggled his brows. “Well, baby… we have a lifetime together for me to work on my game… now, get that fucking dress off. It’s impeding my efforts.”

Smirking, I nodded. “Oh yeah, it was the dress’ fault,” I replied, moving to the edge of the bed and turning my back to him so he could unzip me.

He swiftly slid the zipper down, and I stood, letting the dress drop to the floor, leaving me in just a red lacy bra. He inhaled deeply, dropping his slacks, his cock instantly standing at attention again, and I grinned as he stepped up to me, unhooking my bra and letting it fall to the floor. “I have a feeling now we’ve gotten that first one out of the way, I am going to last a lot, lot longer. Which means more pleasure for you.”

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