Page 95 of The Royal Beast & His Rising Queen

“Oh, so my Rani sa is getting pissed, okay, will get into the actual topic now…”, he whispered kissing her ear lobe…

He closed the text book and opened some educational sites and other books from the cover John brought… he kept everything ready, he planned it numerous times in his head about how to explain all this to his wife, but when he is actually experiencing it, he is nervous. How would his wife react to it ?? What if she refuses to do it getting afraid of it ?? Even imagining it is scary for the BEAST. He is insatiable when it came to his wife and he is damn sure he would crave for her till eternity.

She blushed when he started explaining things, slowly but sensuously kissing her neck, he first explained her in brief regarding what they did till then, and what needs to be done for her to get pregnant. She got wet with the way he explained things, without using any dirty words, and everything in brief, and his subtle way and care in his tone made things difficult for her.

He slowly dropped kisses on her neck and she slowly fisted his hair… but soon realized what she is doing, she pulled away from him and moved a side avoiding any contact from him…

“Isha…”, he called, he thought now that he told him, he is afraid of her reaction…

“I’m so stupid, ain’t I ??”, she asked suddenly, embarrassed about how she thought she is pregnant… “why am I like this ??”, she asked and Abhyansh sighed before taking her in his arms…

“You are not, I feel myself lucky to tell you all by myself, my wife is not only innocent by body, but by soul as well, Isha… it’s not your fault and don’t think that way about yourself, I don’t like it… and my Rani sa… I’m glad you are like this… and I love you”, he said kissing her forehead… he wants to make her feel better, any way possible…

“Really ??”, she asked doubtful of herself…

“Yes… don’t doubt yourself…I can’t take it”, he said and she believed him like always…

“Okay, I won’t…”, she said surprising him…

“You trust me ??”, he asked and she frowned

“Do you even have to ask ??”, she said and he shook his head, and she understood he needed straight answers… “I do, more than anyone”, she said cupping his cheek…

“Then come back home… to me… I can’t stay away from you… it’s very difficult”, he said and she kept her head on his shoulder…

“Do you think it’s easy for me ?? I can’t even sleep as I’m used to sleep in your arms… please put us out of this misery Rana sa…”,she begged, tears spilled out of her eyes which he wiped with his thumb…

It doesn’t take him a minute to tell her the truth, the moment she decided to go away to Rajput Palace, all his pain of facing the past seemed very little in front of the pain of staying away from her, he wanted to tell her but the fear of her reaction stopped him…

“Isha…”, he started…

“I can’t Rana sa, I can’t come to you without knowing the truth… I couldn’t forget the fact that you did all this to me because of your hatred for my father… all these months, I kept blaming myself that I might have done something terrible to you unknowingly for you to react that way… I defended you and your actions numerous times blaming myself… but when the truth came out… I… I just couldn’t handle it… all those things you did to me, those words, the disgust you had for me, all because I’m my baba’s daughter ??”, she asked, tears escaped her eyes and soon, sobs broke out and he hugged her tightly hiding his face in her neck… her sobs broke something in him, she blamed herself defending his cruel actions ?? It broke his heart imagining her pain, he felt as if someone is twisting his heart mercilessly…

“I am sorry… I’m so sorry my Isha…”, he said and it took some time for her to compose and she did… both of them sat silently in each other’s embrace, several thoughts running in their head…

“I’ll get going…”, she said suddenly standing up…

“Sit for some time…”, he said, he knew his wife is way more upset with him than last time… she expected him to voice out the truth at least now but he stayed mum even now and it reallydisappointed her… she just shook her head and started walking, when he held her wrist.

“We’ll go, see a gynaecologist in the evening”, he said and she shook her head again…

“It’s fine, it’s just 3 days late, I’ll wait for a few days, if I don’t get by then, I’ll go with Ragini or bhai, thanks for your concern though Maharaj”, she said and walked away jerking his hand… those words hurt him more than ever… she talked as if he is nothing to her… and he felt that hurt because she never did that to him… she never intentionally or unintentionally talked harshly to him, but on the other hand, he felt good, she is showing her right.

Two days passed, Abhyansh called her everyday but she never picked up, she instead texted him asking him what he wants, and he asked her about her periods and health.

Ranveer observed Isha ignoring her husband’s calls, and he thought to talk to her about her decision once again, maybe it changed, though he knew it’s very unlikely.

“Ishu…”, he called

“Yes bhai…”, she said giving him a forceful smile…

“bacha… you don’t have to smile if you don’t want to… and if you don’t want to tell me the reason, I won’t ask you, but at least don’t hide your sadness from your bhayyu”, he said sitting beside her…

She laid her head on his lap and closed her eyes while he slowly ruffled her hair… two tears made their way and it continued…

“Why can’t Rana sa tell me the truth bhai ?? Why ?? I can’t handle this pain anymore, I didn’t feel so much pain even when kaki sa or Kaku sa did all that to me, even when Kaku sa forced me to marry him… Bhai… I can’t live like this…”, she said sobbing, and Ranveer wanted to kill the BEAST for hurting his sister like this…

“Ishu… sh… don’t cry, things will get fine…”, he consoled her… after some time, they had their lunch and both of them sat in the hall contemplating which movie to watch as it’s weekend… by movies, not normal movies, but cartoon movies…

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