Page 130 of The Royal Beast & His Caged Princess

"Rani sa... don't say that... you know me... I want you to do it, I enjoy your talks, I enjoy your punishments, I want you to do everything you are doing to me from the past few days, and more... I'm yours to do anything... I'm your husband... and it's your right, you know it very well...", he said, and she smiled with ablush looking down...

"Okay, I understand, you are my husband in our room, and I can do or say anything in our room but outside it, you are the king, and I should give you respect, I'm sorry, I'll keep that in mind", she said and he shakes his head

"Why are you sorry?? You have done nothing, and you are always respectful to me outside our bedroom, you are more respectful than is required from my wife and a queen... you just obey me, never back answer me... which I don't mind you doing", he said

"Yeah, one time I did only for you to scream at me badly", she muttered, and he smiled...

"That was about your respect, my father has no right to disrespect you and I had to teach him a lesson... I'm sorry I shouted at you...", he said kissing her cheek... "sorry", he said again with another kiss on the cheek making her go deep red... he rubbed her cheeks with his nose and lips making her go crazy over his touches...

"Rana sa...", she said closing her eyes...

"Hm...", he said kissing her ear lobe...

"Rana sa", she moaned when he slowly bit her ear lobe making him go crazy... he turned her towards him and placed his lips on hers, and she is too clouded with passion, she couldn't think of anything else with his lips on hers, she lost her senses, he kissed her like there is no tomorrow and she too moved her lips on his trying to copy his actions, she fisted his suit jacket, but he took her hands and made them wound around his shoulder, and she slowly moved her right palm to his hair and fisted them moving him more into her making him go crazy and painfully hard, her responsiveness, passion, and soft lips took his passion to a next level... he bit her lower lip which made her gasp, he entered her mouth and explored it making her moan heavily... she regretted not letting him kiss her in these days and like someone poured cold water on her, she came into her senses remembering why she decided to stay away from him physically at least, in the first place...'I don't go for sl*ts like you',his words ran in her mind, and she suddenly went breathless with a slight ache in her heart, she removed her hands from his hair and shoulder and pushed him away gently, he broke the kiss sensing her breathlessness but when he saw extreme agony and tears in her eyes, he is perplexed...

"Did I hurt you??", Abhyansh asked softly cupping her face... she looked into his beautiful eyes holding concern, care, love and worry in them which are usually emotionless for everyone else. For a second, she cursed herself for spoiling her present thinking about her past, but on the other side, she wanted to know his reasons for hurting her so badly, only then she could give her 100% to this marriage, wholeheartedly...

"No...", she said with a small smile but that worried him more... because she isn't blushing, which she usually does, her face held fake assurance so that he believes her whereas something else altogether is running in her head... he knew she won't share it with him instantly, she needs time, and he should give her though not willingly...

"You can tell me anything, ask me anything... okay?? Don't hesitate", he said, he is not good at words, but he tried for her, and she appreciated his efforts a lot... she loved her husband and hated worrying him...

"Okay...", she said hugging him, surprising him... he held her waist with one arm caressing her hair with the other and kissing her hair softly... "call Avyan home... please..." she said looking at his face still in his arms...

"Rani sa...", he groaned, and she giggled... "You are enjoying this, aren't you??", he said in his usual cold tone, but she got used to it...

"No, Rana sa... I know you don't like reversing your punishments, but Avyan is not at fault...", she said, and he groaned again...

"He is at fault, he was not supposed to enjoy the king's misery... but I'll revoke his punishment for you, but let me tell you, I still feel he is at fault but I'm just doing it for you", he said, and she gave a bright smile that made his day...

"He was not supposed to enjoy the king's misery, but he is allowed to enjoy his elder brother's", she said and he looked at her with some unknown emotions, how to tell her that he doesn't share casual sibling relationship with his brother, heck he doesn't share a normal relationship with anyone in the family or outside family, except for her...

"Rana sa... like I can tell you anything, you can tell me anything too... you know that right??", She said, she hesitated a bit to tell him that but looking at his troubled eyes, she badly wanted to know his pain and comfort him...

"I know, one day, I will", he said but he didn't know when that day will come... he is nowhere near to sharing his past with anyone, not even her...

"Okay... now I'll go... call Avyan home, he should be home for dinner", she said without much thinking but when she realized she just ordered him, her eyes widened, but he bowed his head in front of her, like everyone else do whenever he throws commands at them...

"Ji Rani sa...", he said bowing his head once more shocking her...

"Rana sa... what are you doing??", She gasped walking to him holding his arms...

"You are the only one in front of whom I can bow willingly and happily... Isha... I'm dominant, I want to be in control of things... everything goes as per my wish, but when it comes to you, I'm controlling a lot of things keeping you in mind, sometimes, or most of the time, I might fail, because this is very difficult for me... don't leave me if I do something to offend you, make me realize my faults, I'm trying to change myself for you, have patience with me, I know you do... and I'm glad about it... I'm difficult to handle but...", he started but she interrupts him...

"Rana sa... do you want me to change myself for you??", She asked him, and he frowned...

"You are perfect the way you are", he said cupping her face...

"Same goes for you... I don't like it that you are trying to change yourself for me... I don't want you to do it... I am happy with you, with the way you are, I don't have a problem with you having control of things, if I want something, I'll ask you to do it as I did now... I want to understand you, I want to learn to handle you, yes, you are difficult to handle, but I like how you become so easy to handle for me... even though it gets difficult, I want to try, I can take anything but don't disrespect me or hurt me physically... rest all I can manage", she said the last part slowly... she didn't want to remind him of his faults but she wanted to convey to him, that she is willing to accept him the way he is except for his abusive-self...

"Isha... look at me...", he said and she looked at him with her big innocent eyes which are now welled up, he gently wiped her tears which are ready to fall down... "I'm sorry I hurt you so badly... I know a sorry won't fix things, I detest myself for doing all that to you, I won't do that to you again... when you got shot in front of me, I felt as if someone is killing me brutally... Inever felt that pain, never... yet I left you to die on the road, you know why?? I wanted to kill the human that I started to become for you, but don't know what happened that I actually took you to the hospital... thank God I did, I don't know what I would have done if something were to happen to you, even the thought is scary...I can't lose you Isha... you are everything to me...",she started sobbing hearing his words, she can hear his agony, this is the first time he is opening up about his feelings and she is more than happy to hear his feelings... he gently wiped her tears... "you know how much these tears hurt me... you are precious to me Isha... even the thought of you in pain causes so much distress to me... I can never hurt you, never intentionally... sometimes, I can't hold my anger Isha... my fury is very dangerous, just stay away from me during those times, though I can never hurt you physically, I don't want you to get hurt by my words or anger either", he said and she nodded... but, she didn't want to stay away from him, she wanted to stay nearer and calm his anger... she wanted that closeness, that bond with him and she would wait for that day...

"I can't believe that the man who hated even having a human presence around him is now talking so much...", she said with a bright smile, and he shook his head, his lips slightly twitched upwards...

"Who told you that??", He asked her

"Bhai told me, that you even hate humans around you, let alone conversing with them...", she said and he nodded...

"I do, I don't like talking at all", he said

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