I should storm away.
But then the compliments start, and I can’t move. The center of my face heats.
“He’s reliable to the point where you have no idea how to return the favor, you know?”
“Secretly nice.”
“Great burgers, I thought.”
“The kind of person who would help you hide a body.”
“A fucking sick defenseman.”
“His eyes, man. They see into your soul.”
“A threat on and off the ice. In a good way—obviously. Not likethreatening.”
It’s unearned, the praise they are giving me. I look at Kavi and see her eyes dance. She’s holding back a smile as if she agrees with everything.
I slip my hands into my pockets and look away.
“How many words?” she asks, throwing me a lifeline.
Getting myself together, I lift one finger.
“Okay. One word,” says Kavi, looking around the group. “What could it be? How many letters?”
I lift four fingers.
Real guesses are thrown at me.
… face, nuns, orgy…
It’s a whole list of them.
… salty…
I groan. That one isn’t even four letters. This is going to take forever.
I gesture to my chest again.
“MAN DESPERATELY IN NEED OF A BEST FRIEND!” yells Hughes. “IF ONLY HE KNEW SOMEONE INTERESTED.”
“That’s not four letters!” I yell back.
“No talking!” Quinn turns to Hughes and says, “Be serious or I’ll kick you out of the game, Captain.”
Hughes pouts.
I scrub a hand down my face.
“Come on,” Kavi urges, leaning forward. “You got this. Just act it out.”
I pace, pent-up frustration making me eat up distance, back and forth. Then I go to the center of the room and swear again.
“You can do it,” she urges, clearly believing in me.
I stare at her, finding myself moving closer… until our legs bump. Without thinking, I drop to one knee and take hold of her wrist, pulling until she’s leaned forward more. The tips of my ears burn.