“Not as much as I had when you were here.” I’m beyond trying to stop this now. I can’t understand why I’ve been denying myself when every part of me wants him, needs him. Perhaps it’s the gentle encouragement from Cassidy and Abby to go for it, to let my hair down. Perhaps it’s the memory of how it waswith him buried deep inside me. But I struggle to remember why I decided that I couldn’t give in to this. The doubts have cleared and in their place, there is a burning need for this exquisite man that stands before me.
I draw a breath and stand tall, pulling every ounce of confidence into that stance. Then I drop the blanket, letting it fall to the floor. I stand, bared to him. I can’t do anything to stop the blush that rages over my whole body, but I don’t let it stop me.
His eyes work their way up and down as his Adam’s apple dips when he swallows hard.
“Come here.” I beckon him closer, reaching out a hand. He pulls his jacket off and throws it to the side as he makes his way across the room. And then his shirt comes over his head and is chucked. He must have paused on the way in to remove his boots and socks, as his feet are already bare.
He’s standing in front of me now. I reach out and unbuckle his jeans.
“How many?” he asks. I frown, not understanding the question. “How many times did you come?”
“Just once.” I’m unfastening his jeans, pulling them apart. My hand brushes against his hardened cock, tucked away in his boxer shorts.
“I can smell your arousal.” He growls out the words, leaning closer to me and nuzzling my neck. “You smell fucking divine.”
Chapter nineteen
Alex
Irun my lips across her neck and enjoy the whimper she gives.
She’s been on my mind all day long, and then, after parking the bike, I felt a prickly sensation at the back of my neck telling me I was being watched. Even as I’d turned, I hadn’t expected it to be her. It’s like a miracle that she agreed I could let myself in and come up.
The light from her lamp is low, but I’m close enough that I can see the dewy glow on her skin, smell her arousal, and when I realised she had been using that toy to play and make herself come, my cock hardened faster than it ever has before. It’s uncomfortably rigid, desperate to be near this woman.
Her hands are on the fly of my jeans and with each button that she loosens, I want to hiss out a breath. It’s like she’s moving painfully slowly, but perhaps that’s just because I’m so fucking eager. Eager to be naked, have her hands on my body, and on one body part in particular.
I let out a breath as the last button is undone. It takes willpower not to take over and shuck my jeans and boxers off. Her fingers tentatively explore, swirling over my lower stomach. Her hands ease into the sides of my boxer shorts to caress my hips before she pushes my underwear and my jeans down my legs. My cock bobs, desperate for her attention. I brace a hand on the window frame behind her to lift a leg as she pulls my clothing off.
I’m naked and she’s now crouched in front of me, looking up, watching me from under her lashes. My other hand reaches to cup her face. She leans into my touch, sighing at the contact.
There’s a low, steady pulse thumping in my shaft as her hands run up the front of my thighs. Her lips part and then she leans forward and kisses the tip.
“Fuck, Mel,” I growl. Without warning, she draws the head of my cock in and sucks like her life depends on it.
My eyes squeeze shut and I have to stop myself from bucking my hips at the exquisiteness of having her mouth wrapped around me. I keep one hand on her face, stroking my thumb on her cheek as I tangle the other one in her hair. She closes her eyes and lets out a moan which reverberates down my shaft, straight to my balls. I massage her head as she works my cock. I want to close my eyes and just enjoy every sensation, but I can’t look away. I want to memorise every part of this so I can replay it in my mind later.
“Your mouth feels so good on my cock.”
She eases back, her eyes flashing with naughtiness. “I just needed a taste, but I don’t want you to come in my mouth. I’ve got other plans for this cock tonight.” Fuck. Where has this confidence come from?The look in her eyes suggests she knows exactly what she wants and is about to take it from me and I’m here for it.
“You’re a goddess.”
“I could get used to being called that, I think,” she says with a sultry smile on her lips. I hold out my hand to her and she uses it to help herself up.
She places a hand on my chest as we face each other, that same sexy smile still playing on her face. “What made you so hard?” Her voice is husky and there’s an edge of arousal there. I glance over at the bed.
“I was thinking about you making yourself come with that toy.”
Her eyes light up with excitement. “Do you want to see how I did it?” Her tone is playful and her eyes promise I’m going to enjoy what comes next.
My mouth drops open and my cock throbs with need as I nod with eagerness.
“I want to watch you stroking yourself while I show you.” My head bobs again at her instruction.Let’s fucking go.“But you mustn’t come. I want you inside me when you do.” She breathes in a gulp of air and turns back to sit on the bed, grabbing the toy. “I…” She pauses and I tilt my head to the side, waiting for her to continue. “I squirted before when I used it.” She looks up at me. “I hadn’t ever done that before you. I wonder if you changed my settings somehow.” She looks deep in thought as a blush pinkens her cheeks.
My brow raises. “I’d love to see if you can do it again.”
She leans back against the pillows. Her teeth bite her bottom lip as she presses the button on the toy and it buzzes to life. “It’s a clit stimulator. It doesn’t go inside me. Just works my clit.”