Page 119 of Her Cold-Hearted Alpha: Part 1

‘Right?’ I asked my wolf who seemed to be going crazy, but I only got the feeling of despair from her.

"Ok I'm off, Alpha and Jasmin are waiting for me."

Those words felt like a harsh slap to the face. So, the engagement was still on. Only I had been dumb enough to let him play me once again… I really was stupid.

57. Drunk

KIARA

I don’t know how long I had been drinking or how much I had drunk. I just sat in my room drinking and drinking. Raven had come to ask me to join her and Aunty Indigo for some fun at the pack hall, but I wasn’t up to it. I felt like shit. So here I was drinking bottle after bottle.

The Omega’s were pretty obedient and didn’t even question me on why I wanted this much alcohol, but I guess I was legal, so they couldn’t say crap. Or maybe they had to listen because I was an Alphas daughter. Wait... I was like an Alpha too, right?

Dad had gone somewhere with Alejandro and I was glad. I didn’t want to see anyone. I just… I just…

Coming home to hear Claire telling another Omega that the Alpha had told her today that he was wearing black on the engagement… Well, it hurt like a bitch. Once again, he used me and tossed me aside. I don’t know how many hours passed as I sat here drinking. I have never drank so much in my life, I know that much. Someone had knocked on my door at one point.

It was a bit of a haze… Was it Dad? or Raven? I wasn’t really sure. I didn’t care either. I now stood up, I needed more to drink. Was this what heartbreak felt like? Fucking hell. I made my way to my door and switched the hallway light on, I felt a little lighter at least. I skipped down the hall and down the stairs. I almost fell down the bottom three as I giggled.

Whoops, the floor was moving too… Now, where was the wine kept? The wine cellar… That’s what Claire Bear had said. Claire Bear, calling a wolf a bear, funny. I giggled, clamping my hand over my mouth as I placed my finger to my lips.

"Shooshie." I giggled. "Claire Bear…"

I finally managed to find the door that led to the cellar.

"Dummy Alpha, Dummy Alejandro… Stupid Jasmin… Stupid me…" I stumbled down the steps.

Seriously, these things were not stable. Why were they wobbling? The light was so dim down here… I couldn't see anything… I felt my way around until I finally felt a bottle brush my finger.

"Ahh, my saviour." I giggled, kissing the bottle. "I love you, I shall marry and mate you!"

I kissed it again before I bit the cork off. A satisfying pop made me sigh as the smell of rich red wine filled my nose.

"Oo, I love expensive wine. Dumbass King… I’ll drink all your collection, bet you started collecting these when you were a hot young man. You’re an ancient old man now!"

I hate old fossils, stupid things… I mean, I don’t want Alejandro, I bet in a few years he’ll stop functioning too… Right?

"Yes Kia, you don’t need Alejandro…"

I could just pretend that I’ll marry Chad, one of the characters from my favourite book. Yes, that was a better idea… Then I’ll let Jasmin keep Alejandro, before he isn't able to function anymore. My eyes stung with tears as I chugged down the bottle.

He used me. What was worse was - I let him. I wiped my eyes with my free hand, glugging down the wine.

"It hurts…" I whispered into the darkness.

I rested my head back, the image of him and Jasmin. Together. Mated. Fucking… I threw the bottle across the floor, letting it smash into a hundred pieces.

"Fuck you." I whispered.

"Kiara?"

It took me a moment to realise who that was. He sounded a bit like him too… I wiped my tears away.

"I'm here, drinking. Want to join?" I asked cheerfully, as I smelt him as he came closer.

"Wow… Come on. It is past 3 am. " Rayhan said as he took my elbows, lifting me off the ground.

"Don’t tell me what to do. I'm eighteen. A pure adult. There are no underage girls here."

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