My mind accepts it.
Truthfully, I can see a future with Kenji in the equation.
Kenji, Icarus, Kai, and even Nathaníel…
I can’t grasp if this is the stepping stone that will ignite it all, but I don’t fight it. There’s no strength to fight it in this position.
If it’s fate, let it be.
“Omega.” Kenji’s voice is the deepest I’ve heard it, the primal gravel proving his Alpha instincts are completely in control. “Do you yearn for my knot?”
“Yes.” There’s no hesitation in my voice. I want this. Him. His pack. I want to be theirs. Not temporarily. Permanently. “Yes, please?”
He groans as if it’s taking everything to restrain himself.
“Astraea,” he chokes out. “You’ll be ours. Do you understand that? There’s… no going back. This doesn’t become a temporary resolution.” He grunts something inaudible, slowing his pace as his breathing becomes ragged.
I don’t want him to be in any pain, but to see him stopping his urges to ensure this is what I want makes me want to hug and hold him—forcing me to acknowledge I’m still tied.
“I know what I want,” I breathe as my body quakes impatiently. All my senses are high, so ready to go over the edge. “Please, Kenji. I want your knot… want your pack. I want this. Crave this. Please… let me be in control of this.”
That’s the underlying truth of this coincidental connection I’ve found with this pack. The control they allow me to have in this dynamic. The control I’ve craved to experience in my life that felt always cycled around my control being taken from me.
In truth, that’s all it came down to.
To be in control of what happens in my own life and be proud of the decisions and mistakes I’ve made.
Down to my core, I know this won’t be a mistake. I’m confident I’m meant to be with these men who’ve entered my life and caused chaos and change.
It’s frightening, yet I know these men will ignite new experiences that we can trend through together.
“You will always be in control when with us, Hummingbird,” Kenji assures me. “Brace yourself, Omega.”
He’d slowed his pace when we were talking, but now that he has my permission, he allows himself to ease into me at his full length, my pussy taking every inch of him down to the base.
“Y-Y-Yes,” I drawl out my submission as I grasp just how amazing this feels. The mesmerizing tingles of lust are creeping through me, from my toes upward, as I brace for my climax.
It’s this moment when I feel Kenji’s knot swell, stretching my contracting pussy walls even farther. My whimper spikes as the pain and pleasure mix, but I stand my ground because I want this. Accepted this.
“Astraea,” Kenji hisses breathily. “Let’s cum together, Hummingbird. If it hurts, bite me all you want, hmm?” He inches out slightly before sinking in deep once again, securing his knot, which expands further.
I cry out, tugging my captive wrists before leaning to press my chin into his shoulder.
“Relax, baby,” he coos between grunts. “You’re doing so good taking my knot. Let yourself enjoy the pleasure that follows.”
I know he’s right because I’m tipping over the edge, feeling the need to return the favor somehow. It’s the weirdest sensation that overcomes me, but I bite into the side of Kenji’s neck—as if the need to give him pain and pleasure in return has overpowered all my other senses.
His growling groan follows with him squeezing my ass cheeks and pressing us as tightly together as possible. I’m sure I’m hurting him with how deeply I’m sinking my teeth, but I suck just as quickly, hoping it leaves a hickey he can boast about to the others.
One of many…
The pressure of his knot, matched with all this sensational pleasure, sends me over the edge, my climax consuming me. I can’t even cry out as my body pulses with pleasure, my pussy pulsing around Kenji’s cock, leaving him groaning my name.
“Fuck, Astraea,” he seethes heavily, and I can tell he’s coming undone. “That’s it, Omega.” I can feel every shot of his release while his knot settles in—locking us together.
I could be delusional at this point, but my nostrils pick up on how our scents blend. They mix and intertwine, the scent shifting into something different yet unique to our signature aromas.
I can’t quite grasp it, my mind spinning while my body is tingling with bliss. This level of euphoria is another level I can’t comprehend, but I don’t fight it.