I can’t just kiss this girl. A press of our lips would never be enough. When I kiss her, the need to devour her overwhelms me. Her moans, her whimpers, her thoughts. I want them all.
“Did you enjoy yourself?” I pull back, giving myself space to breathe. As much as I’m willing to risk my heart, I’m not willing to risk hers. If she’s catching feelings for Declan, we may have a problem, because Declan doesn’t do feelings.
Then again, who the fuck am I to talk? He’d probably be better at the whole relationship thing than me. Not that either of us has ever been in one.
God, we’re a mess.
“Let’s see,” she teases, tapping her finger against her chin. “I got fucked by not one, but two hot men, and I’ve come four times already this morning. Yeah,” she says, “I’d say I enjoyed myself.”
Despite the lightness her snark always brings, there’s still a niggle of doubt in my mind. “You know what I mean.”
I settle beside her again and pull her to my chest, hoping she can sense how much this means to me. That it’s so much more than just sex. Silently urging her to understand that I can be the person she talks to,the person she feels comfortable enough with to share more than just her bed.
“Did you enjoy yourself?” she asks, hitting the real issue here. Declan. Me. Declan and me. Whatever the fuck that is.
I lace our fingers and pull them to my lips, keeping my gaze on her. “I loved watching him fuck you, if that’s what you’re asking.”
She smiles. “I loved it too.”
Heat builds inside me at the satisfied look on her face. “He stretch you differently?”
Blushing, she sinks her teeth into her lip.
I loom over her, tickling her side. “He did, didn’t he?”
She giggles, her cheeks darkening further. “He’s got a really thick cock.”
I groan, awash in heady desire at the memory of exactly how that thick cock looked when he fisted it last night.
“And yours? It’s so fucking big it hits me in just the right place,” she rasps.
Balls aching, I claim her mouth. Damn. The more she talks about my best friend, the harder I get. Pretty sure I could fuck this woman all day.
“So you’re saying you need two cocks?” I bite down on her lip and suck it into my mouth.
“No,” she moans when I release her, rolling her hips against me. “I’m saying I needyourtwo cocks.”
That’s all it takes to destroy all sense of control. With a grunt, I rut against her, sliding my cock through her wet heat.
“You want his, don’t you?” she whispers as she grabs ahold of my cock and squeezes, holding me in place.
I shake my head, a confusing mix of disappointment and desire swirling inside me. “Dec’s not like that.”
Mel smiles. “And if he was?”
“Trouble, Mel. You are so much trouble.”
“Tell me your fantasy, Cade, and I’ll put you inside me bare too.” She runs the tip of my cock along her slit, then holds me at her entrance, squeezing tight.
“I’m safe,” I tell her.
She smiles, her eyes warm and soft. “I know.”
My heart pangs.Fuck. I really like this girl.
With a brow arched, she licks her lips. “Now tell me.”
Whimpering, I let my mind go wild, sorting through all the things I’d do if the feelings were reciprocated.