I walk into the living room and spin in a slow circle.
Nothing.
“I’m guessing this isn’t what you expected,” Riley says. “This doesn’t feel like a time capsule. It evensmellsclean in here.”
What the fuck? “This place hasn’t been touched in seven years! Andnoweverything is cleared out?”
I yank open drawers in the kitchen. Swipe my finger along the counter. Check the fridge, then venture farther into the living room. No furniture. It’s allempty.
I run to my bedroom, shoving the door open.
Every piece of my childhood has been removed except the dresser—maybe it was too heavy? I go to it, yanking open drawers. Caleb did this. He had to. Who else would want to get rid of this stuff?
I find something in the bottom drawer. A note.
Cheers to the good times and the bad. May the hits keep on coming.
— a friend
“I’m going to be sick.”
I drop the note and rush to the bathroom, falling to my knees in front of the toilet. I realize with vague detachment that the bathroom has been scrubbed clean, too. I heave, but nothing comes up. After a solid minute of my stomach rolling, I fall back and lean against the wall.
“You okay?”
I glance up. “Did you see the note?”
She holds it up. “A friend. Who is that?”
“You’re my only friend. Was it you?”
“That’s not funny.”
“Humor is a good escape.” I pick myself up. “Did you check the other room?”
“No, figured I’d wait.”
I sigh and cross the hallway. My parents’ bedroom door is still closed, and I’m not sure I even want to look. The last time I saw it, it was a wreck. But Caleb didn’t give me a chance to really…explore. That, and I was on the verge of a panic attack last time.
Now, I’m much steadier.
“Ready?” I ask Riley.
She takes my hand. “Yep.”
I push open the door, immediately sucking in a breath.
It’s untouched.
Like a tornado went through their things, there’s clothes everywhere. Broken glass from picture frames and a shattered lamp. The dresser is cracked, one leg missing, and it leans to one side.
There’s a hole in the wall.
“What happened here?”
I pick my way through the room and squat next to the fallen frames. I carefully brush away the glass and slide the photo out.I was maybe four years old in it, running on the beach. Mom is behind me, blurred out, but I can tell her arms are outstretched.
—Hands reaching for me, shaking my shoulders?—