Page 30 of Harmonizing Hearts

I nod at her while I wear the headset.

Mackenzie is a seasoned radio and television personality even if she’s young but she’s seen as a music goddess and an institution. “And we’re back! Ladies and gentlemen, we have a special guest today, the one and only sexiest lead singer of the Darkest Symphony! Welcome to the show, Jax.”

I take a deep breath, summoning every ounce of confidence within me. A smile stretches across my face as I lean in closer to the microphone, feeling the energy of the moment. “Thanks for having me. It’s an honor to be here.”

Mackenzie eases me into the interview, asking about the early days of the band, our influences, and the evolution of our sound. I speak passionately, reliving the countless hours we spent practicing in my dad’s garage, the thrill of our first gig, and the indescribable joy of connecting with an audience through our music. The memories flood back, and I can’t help but smile as I share these moments with the listeners.

Then, the host shifts gears, her tone becoming more somber. “Now, Jax, I have to address the breaking news that has taken your fans by surprise. The announcement that you and Emma are bound together, despite the countless hearts left broken in your wake.”

The weight of those words settles upon me, and I pause for a moment, collecting my thoughts. I understand the impact our relationship has had on my fans—the dreams they held onto, the fantasies they wove around us. It’s not an easy subject to broach, but I owe it to our supporters to be honest.

“First and foremost, I want to say how incredibly grateful I am for my fans—their passion, their love, and their support. It’s not lost on me how deeply they’ve invested themselves in our music and our lives. And for that reason, I felt it was important to be transparent about my relationship with Emma,” I continue, my voice steady but filled with genuine emotion. I explain how Emma and I found solace in each other, how our connection grows stronger despite the work commitments that take her away. I acknowledge disappointment some may feel, but stress the importance of understanding that our hearts lead us where they will, even when it defies expectations.

“Our music has always been about authenticity and vulnerability, about baring our souls through our lyrics and melodies. Emma and I found that same authenticity in each other, and we couldn’t deny it. I hope my fans can find it in their hearts to support us.”

As I speak these words, I can’t help but wonder how our fans will react. Will they understand? I take a moment to brace myself for the wave of opinions and emotions that will inevitably crash upon us. But deep down, I know that no matter what, my music will continue to speak for itself, transcending the boundaries of fame, relationships, and expectations.

“Well, Jax, we’ve been hearing some exciting news lately. Rumor has it the Darkest Symphony’s concert is already sold out. Can you confirm that for our listeners?”

My heart swells with pride, knowing that I can finally share my thrilling announcement with the world. “Absolutely! Our first concert will be in three weeks and when Starlight Music Distribution opened the sales, they were sold out in two weeks. It’s going to be an unforgettable experience, and I can’t wait to share it with my incredible fans.”

Mackenzie's eyes light up with curiosity, reflecting the excitement that fills the studio. “That’s fantastic, Jax! I can only imagine how your fans must be feeling right now. But let me ask you, how do you handle the pressure of consistently selling out shows?”

“It’s an incredible feeling, yet also somewhat surreal, to witness our concerts selling out so swiftly. But at the core, it’s the overwhelming support and love from my fans that keeps us going. Their energy ignites my performances, and I am forever grateful for their dedication.” A sense of gratitude washes over me, a humbling reminder of the extraordinary journey I’ve embarked on.

“Well said, Jax. Now, there’s been a lot of speculation about a special guest joining you on stage. Can you give us any hints?”

A mischievous smile dances across my lips, knowing the secret I hold and the anticipation it will ignite. “Ohhh that’s a tricky one.” I laugh, “How I wish Emma could stand by my side for this concert. Alas, she won’t be able to make it. She’s actually organizing the DarkHeaven’s concert in Tokyo around the same time.” A tinge of sadness envelops my words, the longing to have Emma with me in this moment tugging at my heart.

“Oh, that’s a shame. But I’m certain both concerts will be extraordinary in their own right. Is there a message you’d like to send to Emma and DarkHeaven fans listening right now?”

I take a deep breath, letting my emotions settle into my voice, hoping my words can carry the depth of my feelings. “Absolutely. To Emma: Babe, I know you will set Tokyo ablaze with DarkHeaven. Your passion and dedication are unmatched, and even though I can’t physically be there, know that my spirit will be cheering you on. And to all the incredible DarkHeaven fans, prepare yourselves for an experience you’ll never forget. Immerse yourselves in the music, and let it move your souls.”

The host nods, her eyes reflecting the emotion that fills the room, bridging the gap between our hearts.

“Well, Jax, it’s been a pleasure having you here today. We eagerly await your upcoming concert, and we’ll send our love to Emma in Tokyo. Thank you for joining us.”

A mix of gratitude and excitement swirls within me, grateful for the opportunity to share my journey with the world. “Thank you for having me. It’s been an incredible experience. And to all my fans out there, get ready for a night that will reverberate in your hearts!”

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The rain is pouringwhen I step out of the jet. The fresh air hits me and I thank God I finally set foot on solid soil. I’m not a huge fan of long flights, especially when I’m alone. Time seems to not move on and I hate it. It’s been ten days since Em left LA and those days seemed endless. I kept myself busy between the band, penning new songs and the club but still when I’m home I feel lost. At the beginning I laughed at myself. It seems everything swirls around her and it’s something I don’t know how to handle. It gets on my nerves. I’ve always been determined and knew exactly what and when I wanted something but now… now Emma became the center of my world.

Peering at the sky, the rain washes my face and I chuckle.

“I don’t have the whole evening.”

“Luke, thanks for coming.” I shake his hand. “Does she know?”

We walk toward the SUV, “She’s way too focused on the concert and sleeps very little, which gives me space to leave the Dome.”

I pause and look at him. Em hasn’t told me she doesn’t sleep. “Why is she sleeping so little?”

He gets in the car and I follow suit. “Time zone, food, stress… the list could get longer.”

“I bet,” I sigh while peering at the huge buildings that illuminate the street with their big screen. “Angel was thrilled for this concert, I heard they sold out twice.”

“Yeah, that’s DarkHeaven’s magic. They sold out at the first concert but the mayor asked to have another one since people complained tickets sold out too fast.” He chuckles, “Emma is trying her best to make it happen.”

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