Page 94 of The Attraction File

She turned her head to gaze at the pillows on the bed. “But I have to know, Edgar, what is this? What are we doing? Because I’ll be honest, I don’t know if I can watch you date other women. I’m not as strong as you. It would hurt to see you with anyone else.”

I had been so lost in being with Evaleen and having her live with me that I hadn’t even thought about other women. Never in my dating life had I been exclusive. I had always dated around because no woman piqued my curiosity enough for me to want to stay around.

“I don’t want anyone else, Evaleen. I only want you.”

My hand rose from her chest to curl around her neck and I pulled her forward. The kiss I gave her conveyed everything I wanted to say. That I wanted her in my life from now on. Only Evaleen at my side. Evaleen in my bed. And Evaleen always on my lips.

My tongue thrust its way inside her and she whimpered at its touch so I gave her more. I pushed her back and settled between her legs.

My skin burned as her nails trailed down my back. She was warm and my hand traveled on her body like it had never touched her before. I let go of her lips and traveled down her neck, inhaling everything that was Evaleen because I couldn’t get enough.

I lifted my head to find her eyes heavy and lips bruised.

“You are the sexy one, Evaleen. You’re the beautiful one, and the smart one. And no, you aren’t the sweet one, but I love your spicy flavor.”

I tilted my hips and dipped my fingers between her legs. Her eyes rolled back as I pumped in and out of her. Fuck, she was so sexy like this.

Removing my fingers I lifted them to her lips, painting them. Then I descended on her. Kissing and sucking her lips. Raw sounds came from us, and I couldn’t believe how lucky I was to have her. After everything that had happened to her, as much fear as she clung to in her mind, Evaleen let me in.

She wrapped her legs around me and pulled me closer. She was so warm, so wet, and when her fingers dug into my hair, I did it. I pushed my cock inside her and she gasped. But then she melted, her eyes opened to tell me what she wanted.

Tentatively I moved knowing what a mistake I was making. But I was lost to her. I knew I was clean, getting tested twice a year. We even discussed it when she moved in. But I had never actually had sex without a condom before. In my mind that was something people did when they loved each other, when they knew they would be together for a long time.

I loved Evaleen. I wanted to be with her for a very long time, but did she love me?

She let me take her virginity but look how long that took for her to give up. How can I expect a woman closed off for so long to fall in love with me? What have I ever done to make her trust me with her heart?

I reached between her legs, leaning to one side to give her the only thing I knew I could, an orgasm. I found her clit and pinched and rubbed it the way she liked.

“Yes, Edgar. Fuck, I’m gonna come.”

She didn’t lie. I felt her squeeze and pulsate around me. There was nothing better and I wanted to slow down, ride it out, but Evaleen had other ideas. “Fuck me harder. Please, Edgar.”

I did. The sounds of slapping skin, a creaking bed, and moans filled the room. Her orgasm kept going which sent me over the edge. It was longer than before and without the condom, so much better. I don’t know if it was just my mind telling me this but it felt like I was filling her with everything I had. Just that thought made me wild.

I groaned rocking into her.

When it was over and I rolled off her slick body, both of us sweaty and trying to catch our breath, I turned my head to her. Taking her hand in mine I said, “I’ll be your best friend, Evaleen.”

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