Page 46 of Fate

“Basically, after so many treatments and going it alone, I got really depressed, pushed everyoneaway.”

I can’t stop my eyebrow from rising in question.

“Yes, it wasn’t just you. I didn’t talk much to the girls, refused to allow them to helpme.”

“But you let Chase.” I forced the words through clenched teeth. It’s been a sore spot for me and my cousin, but I trusted him too much to think he’d ever be inappropriate with her. Not to mention Gillian would have his nuts. But it did burn like white-hot fire in my chest when I thought about all the times he’d rush off to help Kat during her time of need. I wanted to be the only one to help her through. She was my responsibility but I couldn’t be there, and it fucking killedme.

She twirls a lock of her hair and purses her lips. “Yeah, he was a godsend. That man pushed and pushed until I gave in. Now, I couldn’t imagine my life without his friendship. He’s been a confidant, someone who was a bit blind to my situation, unlike the girls. I didn’t want them to see me as weak. Still don’t.” She frowns.

I reach out and rub her arm. “They would never, could never, think that about you. The bond you four have is unbelievable. Something to cherish. I’m not sure why you would think they’d see you as anything but the strongest woman in the fucking world. Surviving a fire, the injury, Phillip’s explosion, the kidnapping, Tommy’s death.” I shake my head and bring my face closer to hers. “Honey, if you look up the word survivor in the dictionary, there is a snapshot of the four of you smiling. Seriously, I’ve never known stronger women. And you lead the charge.”

“Thank you. It means a lot you see us that way.” Her big brown eyes glisten with unshed tears until she sniffs and brushes her hair from her face with a soft smile, still holding eye contact.

“You, Sweetcheeks. I see you that way. No matter where I am, or where you are, I’ve only ever seenyou.”

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