Page 6 of Loving Jamie

I'm drifting off as I hear him whisper, “Tomorrow will be a good day, baby. I’ll make sure of it.”

Chapter 4 –

William

My alarm buzzing wakes me up in the morning, as I open my eyes, I can feel how dry they are. It took me longer than usual to fall asleep last night. I spent hours thinking about Justin and Jamie, more importantly about how I want our meeting to go this afternoon.

I imagined them lying in bed together kissing, touching and maybe even fucking.

I have seen with my own eyes how connected they both are with each other, how much they care for each other. I don’t want to break that if we don’t end up working out.

I really want them, more than I have wanted anybody in my life. I just hope they want me in the same way I want them.

A few hours later, I'm on my way to the restaurant where we agreed to meet for lunch. I'm nervous and my hands are sweating, but I'm looking forward to seeing them both even if it’s been less than twelve hours since I saw them last.

After parking my car, I walk through the doors of the Italian restaurant, the heady scents making my stomach grumble.

I spot Justin and Jamie sitting in a round booth in the corner. Justin has his arm around Jamie’s shoulders. They both look carefree and happy as they laugh at something I’m unable to hear.

Jamie spots me first, and he quickly stands up and rushes over to me. He throws his arms around my neck and squeezes me into a hug. I wrap my arms around his waist and rest my cheek against the top of his head, the sweet smell of his shampoo drifting up my nose.

He pulls back and stands on his tiptoes, pressing a soft kiss to my cheek. He grabs my hand and pulls me over to where Justin is sitting watching us with a happy look on his face.

Jamie sits down and pulls me to sit next to him. He doesn’t let go of my hand as he asks, “How are you? Are you ok? I’m so glad you’re here. I was worried that you wouldn’t come, but Justin told me I had to be patient and wait.”

He says all that without stopping to take a breath. I look at Justin and see he’s hiding his smile behind his hand.

Nodding my head, I look back at Jamie and say, “I’m good, thank you, and I would never have stood you up. Are you both ok?”

They nod their heads at the same time as Justin says, “We’re both good. I'm glad you’re here with us. I think we have a lot to speak about.”

He’s smiling as he says that but the nerves in my stomach haven't fully disappeared yet. I pull my hand from Jamie’s before he can notice how sweaty my palms are.

It's ridiculous. I have been a Dom for over ten years. A simple conversation shouldn’t be getting me so worked up. I wipe my damp hands on my jeans and clear my throat before I say, “Yes, I suppose you’re right. We do have things we need to discuss.” I take a deep breath and say, “Can I just ask, what is it you are both wanting from me? Because if you’re just looking for an extra body to fill your bed for a night...”

Jamie looks between me and Justin, a shocked look on his face as he says, “What are you going on about? We don’t just want you for a night of sex. If we wanted that, we could find a randomer. We want you. We want to date you. We want you to be a part of our relationship, as an equal partner, not just a night of fun.”

I’m shocked. I feel my eyebrows shoot to my hairline in surprise. I open my mouth to talk, but no words want to come out.

Jamie sips his water and then says. “Close your mouth William, you're catching flies.”

My mouth clamps shut as Justin’s laugh echoes through the restaurant.

Wiping my hands down my face I say, “Watch it brat, I’m still a Dom.”

Jamie blinks his long eyelashes at me as he says, “Yes, Daddy, I know exactly what you are.”

Justin finally joins the conversation when he says, “He’s got a point, Jamie. If we want this relationship to work, you need to be respectful.”

Jamie grabs hold of my hand and says, “I’m sorry William I’m just trying to lighten the mood. If I’m being honest, all of this is new to me, too. I have never considered myself polyamorous, but since getting to know Justin and then meeting you, I realised I wanted you both, and I refuse to feel guilty about it.”

Nodding my head, I let his words settle me.

Justin says, “Jamie and I have spoken about this quite a lot. When we both confessed our individual feelings regarding you, I think we held some guilt for feeling this way. But we’ve all been in the kink scene for a few years now, so we’ve all seen different types of relationships. I want you to be part of us, not just dating Jamie, and not just dating me.”

I'm feeling overwhelmed, but in the best possible way, knowing they both want me in the way I want them is a massive relief.

Chapter 5 –

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