"I’m just going to clean up the mess, Princess. I’ll be right back. I promise." Taking his promise to heart, I allowed myself to go to sleep.
I woke early the next morning and slid out of bed, leaving Cade asleep with my pillow. I walked into the bathroom, finding it clean of vomit and blood. My forehead was healed now and although I felt like I was a little hungover, the dizziness and nausea were gone. Thank goddess for being a werewolf.
I walked back into the room and sat on the chair in my room, watching Cade sleep.
What am I going to do about you?I thought.
You know my thoughts,Coyo provided.
I can’t just give up everything we’ve been working for over the last year,I answered.
Then, I guess you have your answer,Coyo sounded sad, but non-judgmental.
I guess. It’s going to hurt like a bitch, though,I replied, already feeling the sting of tears behind my eyes.
I’ve got your back. No matter what.
I know. Let’s make the best of the time we have left. I don’t want any regrets after he leaves,I said, standing and walking to the edge of the bed.
There will always be regrets with a love that doesn’t make it. -Coyo answered, curling up in the back of my head.
I swallowed hard, and pushed everything down. The only thing I wanted to do right now was spend these last moments with Cade. I didn’t want to overthink my decision. I couldn’t afford to. I had a lot of lonely nights in my future in which I could dissect the would have, could have, should haves.
I removed the pillow I placed in my stead and crawled up Cade’s body, kissing any part of him that I could. Cade’s eyes fluttered open when I got to his face and I smiled.
“Morning, sleepy head.”
“Head sounds good,” Cade answered, making me grin.
“It does, doesn’t it?” I crawled back down his body, taking the blanket as I did and nipping on his exposed nipple on my path down to his cock, making him hiss and moan. I pulled his boxer briefs down and released his hardening cock. My mouth watered as I watched it continue to harden in my hand. Unable to deny myself, I licked the head.
“Goddess,” Cade whispered, when I took as much of his cock as I could, so I could use my mouth to lubricate him.
I used my hand and my mouth to bring him to full hardness after that.
I looked up to watch his face as I pulled on his balls and pushed him to the back of my throat, making him curse and throw his head back. I loved watching Cade when I was giving him pleasure; liked seeing his chest heaving and his hooded eyes looking at me. I loved the way he bunched the sheets at his sidesas he tried to restrain himself, and even more when he finally lost control and used one hand to guide my mouth on his shaft.
“Fucking hell, Bells. Your mouth is so wickedly wonderful,” Cade whispered, pulling the curls from my face and bunching them into a fist around his hand.
I pulled him to the back of my throat, swallowing so I could take him further. When I moved to pull up, Cade put a bit of pressure on the back of my head to keep me there. My eyes watered, and I gagged a little when he began to thrust up into my mouth. After a few moments, he dropped his head back and released my hair, moaning. I gasped for breath, pulling on his balls as I did to keep his pleasure going.
Before I knew what was happening, Cade was pulling me up, dumping me beside him and covering me with his body in the time it took me to blink.
“I need you, Princess. Before I lose my damn mind.”
“I’m yours,” I answered without thinking.
A triumphant look passed over Cade, but I didn’t have time to examine it before he ripped my top off. My panties followed next. Cade looked over my body hungrily before he pressed his lips to mine. He licked, sucked and tasted my mouth with his. He bit my lips as he thrust inside me, making me cry out as pain and pleasure wracked my frame.
“Cade!”
“That’s right, say my name. I want to hear you scream it every time I fuck you, Bells. I need to hear and feel how much you want me,” Cade rasped as he pulled back and slammed back inside me.
I arched back, pleasure like I hadn’t known lighting up my body.
“More!” I gasped.
“I’ll give you everything,” he promised.