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“I love it when you ride my cock, baby.” Besides when I tie her up this has to be my favorite position. I love watching her tits bounce as I fuck her tight cunt, and I love being able to play with those perfectly pebbled nipples of hers.

I keep one hand on her hip and bring the other one up to grab her nipple. I start off gentle at first pulling and slightly twisting as she moans. Then I start pulling it a little harder.

“Ahh Shit,” she yelps as I pull her nipple hard, pulling her down to where her chest presses against mine. I pull on her breast, as I lean up to put her nipple into my mouth. God, I love her tit’s they’re the perfect size and these little pebbled nipples are the perfect shade of pink. I love how soft they are when I suck them into my mouth, as I feel them get harder against my lips and tongue.

Her wet pussy slides up and down my cock as her ass bounces against me. I take my free hand smacking her ass and then squeezing it in my hand. Jiggling it as I do. I don’t want it to feel left out.

I never thought I’d find someone I’d be okay having normal sex with. Usually, the thought of plain old sex sounds boring to me, but the thought of having plain old sex with Emerald sounds amazing and so far, is incredible. I wouldn’t mind doing this more often.

“Fuck baby, I’m already getting close,” I grumble against her nipple as I pop it out of my mouth, already missing the softness against my tongue.

She rotates her hips and grinds her pussy into me. “Mhmm, your cock always makes me want to come quickly, Creed.” She’s panting as she bounces up and down and grinds on my cock.

I reach down with my thumb and start massaging her clit knowing that’ll help get her where she needs to be before I cum without her because that’s not what I want to do. We either come together or she comes first but I will never leave a woman unsatisfied.

“Does that feel good, baby?” I ask massaging it nice and slow while she grinds and bounces on my cock some more.

“God yes, I’m so close don’t stop,” she cries as she reaches up and grabs her tits, I love it when she plays with her nipples while I fuck her.

“Don’t you worry, I’m not gonna stop until you’re done coming all over my cock, Sugar,” I say, thrusting up as she comes down onto my cock.

“Shit. Shit. Shit,” she breathes out. “Fuck, I’m cumming, Creed, Oh god, Creedence.” My name being a moan that escapes her lips is a goddamn turn on. So fucking sexy, her whole body shakes as she cries out on top of me, losing herself in her orgasm while she curses my name through it.

Emerald’s black and emerald-green hair is the only thing I see when I look down as her head rests on my chest. My cock still semi hard inside her. Not feeling the need to pull it out yet. Neither of us say anything as I lay there and rub my hand across her back as she draws across my chest with her fingers. My eyes feel heavy, and I feel like I haven’t been this relaxed in a while. The comfort she brings to me is like nothing I’ve felt before, yet it feels like home at the same time. My heavy eyes start to close as she continues to move her finger across my bare chest, tracing over my tattoos, letting out a giggle here and there.

“I forgot I still have that gift for you.” She leaves my chest cold where her head was resting as she lifts it to look up at me. I’m barely awake as I stare into her amber eyes and those beautiful light dusting of freckles that dance across her cheeks and nose.

“Oh shit, I forgot you told me about that. Not that I don’t want your gift, but can we lay here like this a little longer?” I’m not ready to move yet, she’s too warm and it feels too good to still be inside her.

“Is that so your semi hard dick can get fully hard and fuck me again?” She giggles because it’s true, my cock is almost fully hard. It never went down after fucking before. It’s not my faultI walk around with a boner pretty much all the time because of her. She excites me all the time in more ways than one, and I love that about her.

26

EMERALD

About thirty minutes later,give or take, we may or may not have fucked again before finally getting dressed. I grab my phone and keys just in case I need them and head outside to the garage so I can finally give Creedence his gift that I’ve been basically waiting to give him since ordering it. I’m extremely nervous because it’s a touchy subject but I’m hoping that he can see where I’m coming from with the gift when he looks at it.

“So, I brought you out to your garage because I have a surprise for you.” I bite my bottom lip nervously; afraid this might be his last straw with mentioning things about his brother but I'm hoping he will love it instead.

“You don't have to get me anything, Sugar. Just you is perf…” And then I cut him off handing him the black motorcycle helmet I bought him. Figuring maybe if I bought him something new to go with his Harley that's not related to something he had when he and his brother got into the accident it'd be different. It’s all black with a gray and white shaded skull with bright blue roses coming out of the eyes with rose vines and leaves surrounding it. It’s covering the whole top of it, if you look at it the right way it looks like the skull is popping out at you. Then goingacross the back bottom of the helmet it says… “In loving memory of Xander, forever watching over you big brother.” But I smile because he hasn’t seen that part yet, so it’s still a big meaningful surprise.

“Wha...what is this?” He furrows his brows. A somewhat angry look on his face.

“I bought you a new helmet, I bought myself one too to match yours, but my skull is pink with deep purple roses, vines and leaves coming out of the eyes, I designed them myself. I thought maybe that if... if you gave it a shot, I can help you.” But he cuts me off by shoving the helmet onto the desk in the garage.

“You bought me a helmet to go riding when I said I wasn't ready...when I said I was afraid too.” He lets out an angry growl. “Did you ever think that maybe you should've fucking asked me. I don't know if I was fucking ready for something like this...last time we talked about this I fucking told you.” He pauses, taking a deep breath. He's pissed and I feel like an ass, my cheeks turning red and getting hot from embarrassment as hot tears stream down my face.

“Creed. It was stupid I'm so sor…” I don't even get the words out fully.

“No, don't even fucking tell me you're sorry. I feel like you're only thinking about yourself in this situation and trying to… I don’t know…fucking save me...or fucking fix me.” He throws his hands up in the air. “Or be a hero. I don't fucking know what you thought, but you know what.” He lets out another deep angry breath. “Fucking go... I'm fucking done, this was like a slap in the fucking face. Get out, go home. I'm done with this whole relationship. It's over. I’m serious. I never thought you’d be this selfish and only think about yourself in this situation.” He’s breathing heavily as he turns his back to me and rushes inside slamming his garage door.

I don't even try to go in there and argue. I just ran out of his garage, tears streaming down my face. Fuck I'm so stupid and hurt, I can't believe he spoke to me like that. Well, I do. I fully understand why he spoke to me like that. I'm not even hurt about it. I'm hurt over him not caring about me trying to help him trying to get him to do this for his brother, for himself. But instead, I fucked up, I'm surprised his reaction wasn't worse than that honestly. Now I have to find a way to fix all of this. Not only did I make him mad, but I also ruined our relationship and... I think he just broke up with me. I can't breathe, my chest hurts, and I can't stop crying. I feel like my whole world just came crashing down. I stop in my driveway in front of my front porch dry heaving, I feel like I'm going to be sick, but I have nothing to puke up. I walk over and I fall to the grass on my knees, leaning forward and just sit there crying for I don't even know how long but I just cry. I'm embarrassed, I'm hurt and so fucking heartbroken. And I just sit there and sob, the saddest broken sobbing you can imagine. You can hear the pain and heartache coming and probably feel the pain radiating from me. I sit there on my knees, my legs so numb I can’t feel them anymore, for what feels like hours. But it’s only been a half hour. I only know that from checking my phone I have a few missed calls from Winter, probably wanting to talk about the party next Friday that we were all supposed to go to. But I don’t even know if I’m going now. I don’t want to go unless I go with Creedence, I don’t want to be anywhere without him and now that’s not a possibility because there is no longer an Emerald and Creedence. My heart hurts because I thought he was the one. This can’t be it, it can’t be truly over, can it? Over something like this, is he being serious? I feel like I need to go over and talk to him, but I have a feeling he won’t answer the door if I do. But I get up on shaking and tingling legs from the feeling coming back into them and slowly walk over to his house. Feeling like I mightpuke in the process as I walk up the front porch and ring the doorbell.

He comes to the door, tears streaming down his face. Trying hard to hold back his own tears now. Hurt and anger on his face, wearing them like a mask. He’s no longer my happy, loving Creedence, he’s replaced with the hurt I caused and the anger he’s feeling.

“Leave, Emerald, I told you we’re through. I don’t feel like talking to you right now. Please don’t make this any harder on either of us and just go.” He goes to shut the door, but I put my arm in the way.

“Creedence, please,” I cry out, snot flying out of my nose as I try to breathe but I’m so stuffed up from crying I feel like I’m suffocating in the process. “Please don’t do this to me. I love you so much,” I cry out more, my whole body shaking, wishing this was just a nightmare I could wake up from. “Please,” I sob. “I need you.” I fall to his porch no longer strong enough to hold myself up and I sob while looking up at him.

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