She wasn’t sure she could resist him looking so handsomely disheveled and smelling so good like pine forests, mountain air, and the combination of their sweet lovemaking.
Just thinking about it sent tendrils of sensation hurling through her body. She’d gone into heat almost instantly and had fucked him like she wouldn’t survive without his cum. Shit. Of course she was confused. He’d made love to her like a god, and damn it, she had never felt so good before.
“Look, I suggest you go home Pamela-”
“Pamela?” he quirked his head and smiled, repeating her name in his softly accented voice.
“That is a beautiful name.”
“Dear gods, Javier, didn’t you ask the woman her name before you stuck your dick in her?” Gerri shook her head and slapped a hand on his chest when he would’ve went for Pam, “Back off, osito. I can still kick your ass, you know.”
“But-”
“No, butts. Pamela get home and I will deal with Javi here. But the fact is he did claim you and we have things to discuss so make some time tomorrow to meet with us,” instructed Gerri.
“Okay,” Pamela said and her eyes filled with tears as her mind did with warring thoughts and feelings.
Confusion was the strongest and she had to agree with Gerri that she needed some time. Her eyes met Javier’s once before she turned to leave. The hurt on his face was painful to witness and she hated that she was the one to cause it.
What else could she do? This was supposed to be a one-time thing. One night of naughty for all the other nights of being boringly nice.
But Pamela wasn’t cut out for being a mate. She had a son to take care of and was only just finding herself and her place in the Pride. She didn’t need a man to come into her life and mess it all up now.
“Fuck,” she said as she turned onto the highway to head back to Maverick Point.
No. She was not going to meet with Javier again. He was too tempting, and she wasn’t strong enough to say no a second time.
Dammit.She cried silently after turning off the radio. All those Christmas carols made her feel worse. Why did she have to meet her mate now?
If only she was worthy of him.