Page 37 of Hello Kitten

No one will know.

My family will think he was just another fling. Beth won’t find out about this. I’ll laugh about it years from now.

It’s all fine.

seventeen

After all my talk, I still end up laying naked in bed, staring at my vibrator. I’ve clearly gotten too used to someone doing the work for me if the thought of using it turns me off instead of turning me on. I start to believe I might have a problem, and it’s not Adrian, but he did cause it.

With his plays, his touches, I can’t get enough now, I want to drown in that high of letting it all go.

Just as I’m about to reach for it anyway, the door opens, then clicks shut. I hate the silence. My eyes focus in the dim light as Adrian takes off his shoes, then goes for his tie.

“You certainly know how to ruin a party, Emily.”

“Bridesmaids are eager for you,” I murmur. “I didn’t make you come back.”

“I wore this tie specifically to tie you up with, so don’t waste your bedroom eyes on a vibrator,” he snaps.

“One last fuck?” I guess, squirming deeper under the covers.

“One lastnight. We both know I don’t stop at one round with you. There are things we haven’t tried, things we haven’tdone, and since you’ve pissed me off, you’re getting on your knees to show me you still want me.”

“I’m pretty comfortable here,” I argue.

He pauses, then finishes taking off his shirt. His eyes never leave me. “Are you?’

“Yes.”

“You don’t want me?”

“Even if I do ...” I trail off. I don’t know what to say to him.

Am I supposed to say again that this is the last night even though I don’t want it to be. I don’t think I have the strength to deny him anymore.

Adrian gently strokes my cheek. “I will pull you from bed, but if you’re not in the mood then there’s no point.”

“I’m in the mood whenever you start stripping, Adrian. I can’t come to your office hours even if I needed help because I barely kept myself off my knees the one time I was in there with you. I kept expecting you to come up when I finally got myself in here, or when I was in the shower, when I came out,” I say before sucking my bottom lip and sitting up.

His eyes dip to my bare tits and his hand drops to cup one. He gently rubs his thumb over my nipple. I don’t want him gentle. Gentle will make this worse. “We’re going to have sex tonight because I don’t think it’s possible for us tonothave sex. But you’re not allowed to be gentle with me.”

Adrian jerks the blanket off me. “Remember you asked for this.”

I nod once.

“Get on your knees, brat.”

“Mad I gave you time to think?” I ask softly.

“I’m pissed that you left me alone,” he says, hauling me out of bed and putting me on my knees. “Where I knew no one. To be hit on, to be questioned, then ignored.”

I pant as I stare up at him. “No one could ignore you.”

“Onlyyouseem to have a problem ignoring me,” he says as he whips his belt free from the loop with one sharp tug.

He undoes his slacks and his cock springs free and my mouth waters for him.

“You didn’t have underwear and neither did I. I’m not going to ask you to do something that I wouldn’t,” he says while gripping my hair and tugging me forward. “Take my cock. Be good for me.”

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