This is a very well thought out gift.
 
 This is super personalized.
 
 A watch I have been wanting for ages, but it’s pretty rare. Limited edition. Every time I tried to get one, they didn’t have them available.
 
 She got one for me.
 
 I can’t believe this.
 
 I have to make it up to her. All the effort she put in that went unnoticed.
 
 In the morning, I am up and dressed and waiting downstairs before Leora comes down. She is dressed and ready to go out, as she has been every day.
 
 “This is for you.” I say, handing her my black credit card. “There is no limit on the card.”
 
 It might not be the most personalized gesture, but it’s a start.
 
 CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
 
 Leora
 
 “Why are you giving me this?” I stare down at the black credit card. My father used to have one. I guess that was before all of his money issues. Even when he had one though - he would never have just handed it to me like this.
 
 “I want you to go out and spoil yourself today. Have some fun.” He smiles and I eye him through narrowed lids. What game is he playing now?
 
 I bite at the inside of my cheek, wondering if it’s a good idea for me to take this or not.
 
 But then I smirk.
 
 “Thanks.” I say, sliding the card into the inside pocket of my handbag.
 
 I clearly can’t have an emotional relationship with him. My married life is doomed to be this lonely empty fake thing - but - I can take advantage of his money and at least get some joy out of this arrangement.
 
 “What time will you be home?” He asks, standing too close to me.
 
 I step back. “I won’t be home for dinner.” I say.
 
 “You have to eat, Leora.”
 
 “I am meeting Isabelle for cocktails this afternoon and we’ll get some pizza or something.”
 
 “Oh, ok, that sounds fun. Well, just message me so I know you’re safe. Let me know if you need a ride home. I’ll come and fetch you.”
 
 “I’ll get the driver to take me.” I raise one brow at him, so confused about what the fuck he’s up to. Why is he trying to be nice?
 
 I don’t want to get roped into thinking he likes me again. I can’t take that risk. I can’t open my heart again - it will kill me if I am stupid enough to do that and he pushes me away.
 
 It’s not worth it.
 
 He’s made it clear- I remind myself.
 
 “Alright, but if you change your mind and want me to fetch you - just call.” He leans down and catches me by surprise when he kisses me goodbye. “Have fun, Leo.” He grins.
 
 “Leo?”
 
 “Like a little wild kitten.” He chuckles.
 
 I pull the corner of my mouth to the side. Nicknames. He really is up to something.