“Good girl,” he purred, and I couldn’t contain my whine at the praise. “Lift those hips a little, give me a better view.”
I shifted, lifting my hips before I could stop myself. This was all backwards. He was supposed to pull his dick out and get it over with, but he hadn’t.
To my relief, Knox drew his hand away, and my body sagged as the building heat in my core dissipated.
Only, then he took the gun from beside him, and?—
“Uh…”Holdon.
I struggled, but his fist closed tighter, and his voice was weighted with an Alpha bark.“Still.”
Shit.
I tried to fight it, but by the time I found my strength, he’d shifted the gun between my legs. I jumped as metal brushed the wetness trailing my thighs.
Uh.
Safety?
Was the safety on?
“Eyes on me.”
My nails dug into his chest as he nested the tip of the gun against my entrance.
My breath was tight, a foreign feeling spearing my veins with lava and ice all at the same time.
Nothing about this should be making me react, but I was almost panting.
I struggled against his grip, but he grinned. “Take it like you’ll take my cock.”
A snarl curled my lips as he said that.
Rogue…
“Keep going,” he said.
“It hurts,” I whispered. Not because I believed I would get sympathy, but because I needed to know his response.
“Go slow, Little Doll. I want to see every inch of you take it.”
He shifted it closer, more demanding, and I squeezed my eyes shut, finger fumbling for the corded muscle of his forearm as I tried to do what he said.
The metal felt foreign and strange as I lowered myself down, the edges firm against my walls. Istilldidn’t know about the safety, yet heat rocketed through my veins every time I considered that.
“Keep going.”
Biting back another whimper, I sank down over the barrel, the unfamiliar hardness stretching me open. It hurt for a moment and I clenched my jaw. I had way more slick than Rogue ever needed to know about as I sank to where I felt the edge of the trigger guard.
“Fuck…”His growl was primal. “So goddamned beautiful with that sweet cunt squeezing the gun you tried to use to save your mate.”
I clenched my teeth, trying to make eye contact with the ceiling.
Dan and his pack had never said nice things. Ace didn’t like me—not really. So, I didn’t know why he was saying this stupid shit.
“Fuck it for me, Doll.”
I let out a breath of shock as he shifted the gun out just a little.