Page 68 of Sinful

“Yes!”

“That’s your fault. You had your chance to submit willingly, but you refused. Now you must be forced,” he said, lips twisting in a cold smile. “You understand how this was allyourdecision, don’t you?”

“I… yes, Master,” I panted. I’d say anything right now. Agree with anything. Just as long as he finally allowed me to come. “It’s my fault. My decision.”

“You know the deal, baby girl. I’ll let you come. But you have to say the words.”

Tears sprang to my eyes again.Anything but that.It was the one thing I couldn’t do. I couldn’t say it.

I squirmed again, trying to rub my thighs together. Sebastian chuckled as he watched my wanton desperation. “The words, Rose. They need to be in your mouth in the next ten seconds, or my cock will be there instead. What’ll it be?”

This time, I didn’t hesitate. “Your cock, Master,” I gasped.

It was wrong, I knew that, but I would still be a virgin afterwards. The Entity would understand that I was simply doing what I had to do in order to get what I needed while preserving my purity.

“So eager,” Sebastian muttered, smirking as he unzipped his pants.

He freed his cock, gripping the base of it with one hand. I’d seen plenty during ritual festivities, but never up this close, and never any this size. He was big, in both length and girth, and my jaw preemptively ached from the mere thought of taking it in my mouth.

“Open,” he commanded, voice low and gravelly.

I obeyed, eyes still focusing on his face as he brushed my lips with his cock. “I don’t need to ask if you’ve ever done this before,” he said with a wicked smile. “I know you haven’t. My sweet little virgin.”

He finally pressed the head of his cock past my lips, and he wasn’t gentle just because I was new to this. He thrust deeply inside me, mercilessly using my mouth as one hand threaded in my hair, holding my head in place. The taste of him on my tongue was intoxicating, and I moaned around his hard flesh, wanting more even when he hit the back of my throat, making my eyes sting with tears.

“Fuck, baby girl,” he muttered. “You take my cock so well. Ah…fuck.”

Even though I hated him, the idea that I was pleasing him so much stirred something inside me, making the intense arousal flooding my body blaze even hotter. I moaned again, and when he groaned in response, I realized he enjoyed the vibrations my mouth made around his cock.

I did it again, and he grunted and thrust even harder and faster. “Jesus, Rosamund,” he grunted. “You’re a fucking natural.”

He hit the back of my throat again, and then he stilled, body shuddering slightly. His salty release flooded out, and with his cock still buried in my mouth, I had no choice but to swallow it.

He finally pulled out, and I gasped for breath, wishing I could reach up and wipe the drool that had leaked over my chin. My body was uncontrollably trembling from the toy that was still vibrating in my ass, and my knees felt raw from the concrete.

The pain was threatening to overwhelm the pleasure that had built in me, and I looked pleadingly up at Sebastian. “Please, let me come now.”

“That wasn’t the deal, baby girl,” he said, rubbing my hair like I was a pet.

My eyes widened. “Yes, it was!”

“No. I said the words I want to hear will be in your mouth, or my cock will be there instead. I didn’t say anything about you coming, did I? That was a separate conversation.”

I cast my mind back to that exact moment, and a mix of hatred and hopelessness bubbled up inside me all over again. He was right. He hadn’t promised me an orgasm at all. He’d tricked me.

“Please!” I whimpered, writhing in my spot again. “Please let me come!”

“You know what you have to do, sweetheart.”

I couldn’t take it anymore. Simplycouldn’t.Not for one more second. I looked up at him, eyes filling with tears, and gave in. “The Entity isn’t real,” I whispered. “I do not belong to it. I belong to… to you.”

Sebastian’s lips curved in another satisfied smile. “Close enough, baby girl,” he muttered, dropping to one knee in front of me. He clicked something on the toy in my ass, making it buzz even faster, and then he brought his hand around to my front, expertly rubbing my clit.

An instant hot rush tingled through me, all the way to my fingers and toes. I bucked and screamed as the pleasure tore through my core, legs shaking violently. I’d never come so hard. Never felt so alive. I’d also never felt such crushing guilt andshame. Tears slipped down my cheeks, and I scrunched my eyes shut yet again, pressing my lips together to try and stop myself from sobbing.

Sebastian untied my wrists and slowly pulled the toy out of me. Then he came back around to my front and gripped my chin, forcing it upward. “Open your eyes,” he said. “Look at me.”

I obeyed, biting my lip to stop another cry from slipping out. “You see, baby girl?” he said. “Nothing has really changed after what you just did. The world hasn’t ended. No god or entity has struck you down to punish you.”

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