“I will,” I said quickly. “You know I will.”
My eagerness made him smile, and something sweet twisted inside me. I’d tried to prove myself my whole life, but everywhere else, I came out lacking.
Not here.
From the second we came together, all my doubts flew out of the window. The boys talked about my body like they knew it before me. They said I perfumed the room, that I went into heat because of them.
It was crazy to imagine my biology knew more than my brain, but it must be right, because I never felt so comfortable in my own skin.
I felt alive. I wanted to show myself to the world for the first time. Talk to people I feared talking to. Laugh too loudly, dance, be unapologetically happy.
I was ready to be me, to accept myself fully.
I didn’t even know I couldn’t until this moment. It was like seeing every color.
Wylder tugged my leg until I slid down to him, leaving Noah’s lap, and his mouth closed on my clit the second it was in range. He was so aggressive, I screamed in surprise.
Hot mouth, icy ground.
“I’m going to fuck you while Theo fucks your ass.” His voice was muffled between my legs.
I rose on my elbows. “What?”
Wylder lifted his head with a wolfish smile. “I’m going to fuck your pussy, and Theo will take your ass. Noah can have your mouth if he likes.”
I had no idea what to say to that, but he didn’t let me dwell on it too much. His mouth descended on me once again, his vicious tongue working an unforgivable rhythm.
“Wylder!” I moaned, grabbing his blonde hair between my fingers.
I couldn’t explain my feelings, wasn’t ready for everything that was happening. Wylder ate me out like he would never get tired of doing so. I relished in his warm body, the sensations overtaking me, and my orgasm building so hot in my core that I could melt snow.
I jumped when I felt something slick and warm at my back entrance. I looked behind me to find Theo licking his fingers and preparing me as Wylder kept licking my clit.
This was really happening.
I must look panicked, because then, all I could see was Noah’s face as he brushed a strand of hair behind my ear.
“They will go slow. You just need to breathe through it.”
I nodded, almost taking notes.
“You’re going to be fine.”
“She won’t,” Wylder laughed.
Noah pierced him with a look, but the other man just laughed. A blink later, Wylder settled in the ground and pulled my body on top of his.
“First, you’re going to take my pierced cock,” he told me, holding my face between his fingers. “And then, Theo will fuck you from behind. That’s all the warming up you’re getting.”
I looked over my shoulder at Theo, his eyes never leaving mine as I nodded.
Wylder’s hands carved into my legs, turning my attention to him once again. He positioned me better, his cock bobbing in front of me, the piercings grazing my clit while he moved me where he wanted me.
“Up, sweetheart,” he urged me, and I did as I was told.
I rose on my knees and positioned his cock right at my entrance before I slowly moved down onto him. My toes curled as the head breached me, and my head tipped back when I found the first piercing. His cock was almost too big, his piercings completing the tight fit.
“Work it,” he commanded, his hand on my hips, urging me to drop lower.