“Julia…” Noah sighed.

“You’re all crazy.”

“Tell me why you’re so upset.” He came to me, hugging my back to his chest until I stopped moving.

“I just think you three are crazy,” I huffed.

He moved me in his arms until we were front to front. “If it was just that, you’d be laughing. You’re upset. Tell me why, sunshine.”

I sighed. “Because I already don’t know who I am, Noah. My parents were from Bolivia, but I barely spent any time there. I don’t belong anywhere. I never had real friends, a place to go for Christmas. I don’t want to—”

“You don’t want to be another thing you don’t understand?”

I nodded. “And you’re also crazy.”

He placed his forehead on mine, breathing me in. “Reach down and touch my knot, Julia. If you think this is all make-believe, I’m not supposed to have a knot, right?”

“Maybe that’s just a game to make me touch your dick.”

He chuckled. “I bet the boys wouldn’t let you touch theirs tonight, right?”

I licked my lips. “I even begged.”

Noah traced my bottom lip with the pad of his thumb. “Such a good girl. I want to see you begging for me.”

Fuck, there I was, drenched again. I didn’t want to believe they could smell it, but the slow smile on Noah’s lips was a heck of suspicious.

“Reach down, Julia. See it for yourself.”

Slowly, my heart hammering against my ribcage, I reached down, undid his button, and slid my hand inside this underwear.

He was hard and ready, thick, with moisture leaking from the tip. I whimpered when he hissed from my touch, his eyes closing like he had to hold back.

I traced my fingers along the head, gathering moisture with my thumb, going slowly down the velvet shaft before I finally reached the base, squeezing as I went.

The much larger base. I looked up, and he opened his eyes.

“When I finish fucking you, it’s going to lock it inside you to keep all the cum in. That’s why you’re so hot right now. You need me to knot you, sunshine. You won’t be okay until I do.”

I explored his member, and he let me. The human shaft was thick, but the bulbous head at the base? That was overkill. How wasthatgoing to fit?

“I’ll make it fit.” He kissed my temple, reading my mind.

“And you all have it?”

“Every alpha,” he whispered, “and you’re going to take all three of us, alright? Tell me you can do it, Julia.”

I was pretty sure I couldn’t, but I was nothing but a trier.

I nodded in confirmation while I squeezed his knot. Noah groaned and brushed a strand of hair out of my face.

“Get on your knees, sunshine. Let me see your mouth.”

I didn’t think twice. I lowered down immediately, forgetting about packing, forgetting why I was so upset.

His command was my wish—my delicious, perverted wish.

“Open all the way,” he ordered, nodding to his pants, and I was quick to obey, dragging the fly down.