Despite the way we’ve ended up, I can’t help but feel fucking proud of her. She’s using me to take her power back, and I am willingly letting her do it. I am so fucking gone for this woman, it should be pathetic.
But, God, I love the way she owns me.
I feel her walls starting to clench around my fingers and swirl my tongue faster. She still has the Beretta pressed against my temple, and for some fucked up reason, I want her to keep it there when she comes for me.
Fuck, she’s causing all my hidden kinks to come out of the woodwork.
Her grinding picks up and so does my tongue … then she breaks so fucking beautifully that I can feel the pre-cum dripping down my dick.
Sucking gently on her clit, I let her ride out her orgasm; the hand holding the Beretta dropping as she convulses above me. When I feel like she’s done, I let go of her pussy and peer up at her.
She looks down at me, wearing a dreamy smile, before removing her leg from my shoulder. By now, I would have thrown her onto the carpet and fucked her within an inch of her life, but I know she needs to lead tonight.
“Such a good boy for me, Giovanni,” she murmurs again, her voice dripping with satisfaction, and this time, I don’t fight it. I let the words wash over me, a shudder running through me as her praise sinks in.
“What’s the next move, Kitten?” I say, hating the way my voice shakes, the way I can’t keep the need out of it. “You gonna keep me on my knees all night, or are you planning on doing something with that gun?”
She tilts her head, her eyes locking onto mine with a knowing smile. “Lay back for me, baby,” she purrs, her voice dripping with condescension and sweet, sweet control.
A low growl escapes my throat, but it’s not one of anger—it’s pure fucking need. I don’t just want this; I crave it. Crave the way she makes me feel like I’m hers, completely and utterly at her mercy.
I lay flat on my back and she lowers herself down onto my cock, and I nearly fucking lift from the floor.
But then she pushes me back and holds the gun against my forehead and shakes her head. “This isn’t for you, Gio. You told me to take what I need when I’m ready, now I’m doing it. You don’t get to come until I say so. Got it?”
Before I can answer, she starts to ride my dick like she’s been starved for it, and I can do nothing but tighten my hold on herhips. My cock is throbbing, that first sliver of need shooting up my spine and causing my balls to draw up.
Fuck.
I grit my teeth, trying to hold back, but it’s been months since I’ve been inside her, and?—
“Don’t. You.Fucking. Dare,” she says in time as she slams down on top of me. She’s moving her hips just how I like, and I’m not sure how long I’m going to last.
“Chiara … baby, I can’t?—”
“You can and you will,” she says, her voice low and commanding. “You don’t get to come yet.”
“Fuck!” I groan, throwing my head back and biting my lip so hard that I can taste blood. God, she’s way too good at this; knows my body better than I do with the way she’s grinding on me.
With the way I’m holding onto her thighs, I’m sure to leave bruises tomorrow. But I think that’s what she wants; she may own me but she wants to see my marks on her. She wants to know I was here.
God, her moans are pushing me over the edge. Her pretty pussy is so tight and absolutely dripping for me, that I’m not sure how long I’m going to last.
“Please … Chiara, please let me come,” I beg, feeling the walls of her cunt starting to grip me. “Please, baby. I can’t … I don’t know if I can keep this up.”
My eyes shoot open when I feel her removing the Beretta from my forehead, and I hear it clattering on the floor. She’s looking down at me with this soft expression that can only be described as pride.
“I know you can do it,” she says quietly, as she continues to fuck me.
“I can’t … I’m…shit, baby, please let me come… please…” I trail off, ignoring the mortification the begging is making me feel. I’ve never begged anyone before, never had to bow my nape in subservience. But Chiara?—
“You’ve already been so good for me, just wait until I … Oh, God?—!”
She screams my name and her pussy squeezes the life out of me, but I’m a fucking goner. I fall right over with her and come harder than I ever have before; emptying myself inside of her sweet cunt with her name on my lips.
CHIARA
I’m laying in Giovanni’s arms, completely boneless, my body still humming from what just happened.