At least I can hold onto this moment forever, knowing for however fleeting this thing between us is, for a moment I was enough for her to give me everything.
“Tell me if it’s too much, Goldie.”
“Too much would never be enough with you.”
She grabs my cock and lines me up perfectly with her pussy. It’s all I need to take this all the way.
“Even so, tell me if you need me to stop.” And then I coax myself into her, feeling her pussy mold around me perfectly.
37
MARE - AGE NINETEEN
I always knewmy first time would hurt. I wasn’t quite expecting the intensity of it. But I also hadn’t expected to like it so much, for there to be so much pleasure mixed with the pain.
“Breathe,” Cade whispers. He feathers kisses along my forehead, my cheeks, my jaw as he coaxes himself inside me slowly.
My legs shake as I worry that I won’t be able to take him. I look between us, seeing there’s still so much of him left.
“Say the word and I’ll stop.”
I shake my head, my eyes burning from tears forming in my eyes. The tears might be from the pain, but I think it’s also knowing that I finally get this with the man I’ve loved for what seems like my entire life.
“No, please, don’t stop. Keep going.”
One of his hands drifts down my body until his thumb brushes over my clit. It sends ripples of pleasure down my body, distracting me from the pain of him fitting himself inside me.
“This next part might hurt, baby,” Cade starts, his thumb picking up pace against my clit. “But I promise to make you feel good, okay? It’ll hurt, but I’m going to worship that pretty pussy of yours the way it deserves.”
My hands find his back, my nails digging into the taut muscles. I’m ready,soready. I grind my hips, a silent plea for him to do it.
Cade’s lips move from my mouth to my neck. He kisses my neck roughly, his teeth grazing my throat.
“You’re so fucking tight, baby,” he mutters. “Your pussy is molding so perfectly to my cock. It knows my body belongs to yours and yours belongs to mine.”
He uses dirty words and the slight pain of his teeth on my skin to try and distract me from him breaking the last barrier between us.
Pain erupts through my body as he pushes through, breaking through the last thing that kept me from fully being his.
Now, I’m his in every single way.
I can’t help the tears that fall from my eyes as he slowly pushes all the way in. I don’t think they’re from the sting of him inside me. They’re from the sweet way he distracts me by switching between muttering sweet and dirty things in my ear.
“That’s it. God, you’re doing so good. You feel too fucking good, too fucking perfect for me.”
He moves his hips, pulling out before slowly pushing back inside.
“Faster,” I plead, my back slightly arching to try and fit him deeper.
The pain hasn’t gone away, it’s still there, but the thing I feel most is the pleasure from his thumb against my clit and the intimate way his lips travel over the hollow of my throat.
“Can you handle it?”
“Anything for you.”
He picks up pace, doing as I asked. I can feel myself stretch around him, my body doing its best to take as much of him as possible. I’ve never felt so connected with somebody in my entire life. I want to memorize the feel of his body in mine, to never forget what it feels like to join our bodies as one.
Cade props himself up with one hand, but the other cups my face gently. His fingers drift to the base of my neck as he rocks in and out of me. His face is so close I can’t see anything but him.