He could feel her eyes on him as he shrugged his shoulders. "And the nipple clamps will have to wait, too. I don't even trust myself to take your fucking clothes off right now."
Sadie's sharp intake of breath at his words caused him to steel himself and rise onto his feet to stand before her. He brushed a lone strand of hair that had fallen in front of her face back behind her ear and cupped her face tenderly with his warm palm.
"I must be crazy," she sputtered, shaking her head. "You're not..." Her voice trailed off as he approached.
A nervous laugh drifted out of Jagger as he leaned forward to kiss her mouth, bracing his hands against the wall on either side of her head.
"Did you have enough time to pick that safe word yet?" He let his words caress her lips before he pulled back to look at her again.
"Rebel? You're that Rebel?" Sadie choked out, her eyes searching his face frantically for the answer she was seeking.
Jagger gave her one of his lopsided grins.
"Yeah, Barbie. It's me."
Sadie swore her soul must have left her body before it came crashing back, racking her body with a shudder that rattled the chains of her vices.
Oh, my god, her mind churned.I masturbated with him and had that conversation today. I -
"Sadie," Jagger said firmly, grasping her chin to stare deep into her eyes. "Stop spiraling."
Sadie exhaled loudly, willing herself to collect her nerves. "How long?"
How long have you known?Her mind was screaming.
Jagger gave her a brilliant smile, and she could have sworn she saw a blush cross his cheeks. How in the world he had any right to be embarrassed when she was throwing herself at him online and in person was beyond her.
"I had suspicions the other day but wasn't sure until yesterday."
Sadie blinked a few times, staring at the boy she had turned her whole world upside down for once already. His friendship had meant everything to her, and she loved being in this town again, if it meant being with her best friend, helping him keep his family business open. Supporting each other.
And apparently, wanting to fuck each other's brains out now.
"So that conversation today…" She trailed off, dropping her gaze to stare at the ground, taking in her cuffed ankles while Jagger laughed.
"Yeah, darling. That was me. And I meant it when I said I'd love to explore this with you." Her eyes shot back up to his, and his smile had her returning it with her own.
"I'd love to do this like we've done everything since we met." He pressed a soft kiss to her mouth. "Together."
"I trust you," Sadie whispered against his mouth.
It was all the encouragement he needed to continue.
Jagger started kissing his way down her body. Hot breath tickled her chest as his mouth moved between her breasts and across her ribcage. His tongue dipped inside her navel before trailing over to her hip and biting the skin softly, drawing a high-pitched squeak from her parted mouth. Part of her knew where this was going; she had craved it all week. But now that he was kneeling between her thighs and she was strapped to this thing, she felt her nerves pile up again.
What the fuck is this thing, honestly?She mused before crying out when she felt Jagger's calloused finger slide through the side of her panties to tease her entrance. "Jag," she whined and tried hopelessly to bring his finger inside her, wanting - no,needinghim to fill her.
"That's it, baby," he whispered against the lace on her crotch, his hot breath warming her center even more, which she thought was impossible because she was already in flames. "Beg for me. I want you to beg for my fingers, and my tongue, and my-"
"Christ, Jag!" Sadie yelled, incredulous. "What the fuck do you think I'm doing?"
Jagger's chuckle was dark, like the look in his eyes, when his gaze roamed up her body and caught hers.
"You're not begging yet, Sweets." He pushed his finger all the way in and dragged it back out, her tight walls clenching around his digit as if to try and keep him inside. "You're whining."
Sadie squirmed and rolled her hips, desperate for him.
She didn't even know there was a difference, but apparently Jagger did.