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At five o’clock,I get a text from an unknown number.
I’ve only been here two hours and I’m ready to leave. Is that bad?
I programhis name in my phone before I reply.
Me:Are you not having fun?
Jayden:I just know I could be having more fun. ;)
Me:Enjoy the day with your friends, Jay. I’ll be here all night.
Two hours later,my phone dings with another message.
Jayden:Okay, I enjoyed myself.
I laughwhen I read it.
Me:Did you? Or have you been watching the clock the entire time?
Jayden:Are you spying on me? Haha! But no, I’ve had fun. There’s plenty to do and quite a few people.
Me:That’s good.
Jayden:But I would rather be with you.
His message hasme freezing up. I hate texting, because you can never read the tone, but his words hit me in the chest and make me feel...something I’m not used to. Do I tell him I’ve also been watching the clock, wondering when he might show up?
Me:I don’t want to monopolize all of your time.
It takeshim a while before he responds again, and I worry I’ve offended him or made him think I’m not interested in spending time with him. The opposite is true. I want to spend more time with him than I should want to. Not only is he so much younger than me, he’s the son of a friend and employee, and I’m leaving Michigan soon. Besides all of that, I’m not sure I’m wired to give him what he wants or deserves.
Jayden:Sorry. I got pulled away. Someone else is trying to monopolize my time.
Jealousy licksup my spine and the uncharacteristic trait boggles my mind. I told him to have fun with his friends, but based on the last part of his message, it sounds like a specific person is trying to spend time with him rather than him just having a good time with the group.
Me:Oh yeah?
Jayden:Yeah, just this guy I know.
Me:Remember what I said.
Jayden:What’s that?
Me:Are you being obtuse on purpose? Trying to rile me up?
Jayden:You’ve said lots of things.
Me:Jayden.
Jayden:I can almost hear your growl from here. Hold on. This guy is calling me over.
I callhis number and he picks up right away. “Hello?”
“Stop fucking around and bring your ass over here.”
He chuckles. “I didn’t expect you to call.”