Page 16 of Dreamers Often Lie

“Enough about me. Let’s talk about you and that incredibly handsome Monty boy. Merc is one of the hottest out of all of them.” He pushed himself up from my lap and nudged me with his bony shoulder.

“He’s ok,” I replied carefully. I had enjoyed our little conversation much more than I had ever thought I would.

“He’s totally your type, or he should be if you allowed yourself ever to like someone for more than a tumble. Those muscular shoulders and swimmer's build match you perfectly. You’ll look so hot together. You know he kisses a lot during his videos.” He widened his eyes in horror. This was an issue for me. It was a place I never allowed myself to go to very often with another person like me or even a client.

“Yes, I’ve seen.” I rolled my eyes.

“I love the way he fucks the bottom from behind and pulls their head back and licks their lips before kissing them. It’s very fucking hot.”

“I’ve seen.”

“You don’t kiss in any of your videos. It’s like a thing with you. Do you not like to kiss, Ty?” He asked, and I took a moment to decide to answer. Jules had his secrets, and I had mine.

“I kissed you in a video once.” I bopped him on the nose playfully.

“I know. It was teased for weeks, and it was just one sloppy kiss in a thirty-minute scene.Onekiss. We’ve never talked about why?” He was fishing for information, and I knew that I was going to give in to him. It would be nice to share with a friend, and Jules was the only person who fit that description.

“It’s none of your business, is why,” I chuckled.

“Bitch.” He sat up straight and turned to me. “Come on. Tell me. Everyone knows when they have a scene with you, it’s a down-and-dirty fuck. No kissing, no matter what. No intimacy.”

“Hey, I suck dick and eat ass. That’s fucking intimate.” I dropped my shoulders and took a deep breath. If I couldn’t tell Jules, who could I tell? It would be nice, to be honest about something so serious. I held my truths closely like a shield. “Ok. I can be intimate when I need to be, but kissing is where I… I need to save something formyself, I guess. If I gave that away too, there would be nothing left forme.”

He frowned and nodded. “That makes sense, I guess. Not even when Cappie makes you escort?”

I chuckled. “Not even the fucking mayor. When they hire me, they know what it is that they’re getting.”

He reached over and patted my cheek lightly with his manicured fingers. “Hmm… There is something hot about that. You are totally a caveman fuck. So, Merc? Are you gonna… you know, with him? It’s a big scene for both of the studios.”

“No!” I answered a little too forcefully. “That is off the table. But… I… uh… I have to bottom.”

Jules laughed loudly. “That’s rich. Now I want to be invited to watch so I can see you squirm. So, it’s true, huh?” He leaped up and clapped his hands gleefully. “Unbelievable! The great top Ty is going to get plowed by a very large dick.”

I groaned, feeling as if I had made a very bad choice. “Never in my life have I… I mean, I’ve had fingers up there, but… Have you watched any of Merc’s videos?” I sounded as scared as I felt.

“He’s about as big as you and just as thick. You two could totally be family. You’re just much prettier, and he’s more rugged in some way. Handsome as shit, but not as pretty as you.” He placated me.

“We’rebothtops and…”

He jumped excitedly again. “People are going to go mad! I can’t wait. You two are probably going to break the internet.”

“He’s probably going to break my ass if I don’t break his first.” I sighed.

“I’ll help you prepare, boo. There are things you need to do if you’re going to bottom. It’s better to stretch yourself out before he does. Wow! Lucky Merc and lucky you!” He gasped excitedly.

“He’s super annoying, though. A total know-it-all and smartass.”

“So… He is you?” He cocked a perfectly groomed eyebrow at me.

“I am not a know-it-all.” I crossed my arms and put my feet back up on the couch.

“Well… You donotlike to be wrong.”

“Who does?”

“He always looks like he’s having a blast in his videos.” He walked over and picked up his hair brush. He gently started running it through his blonde strands. “He has so much energy, and the way he laughs while he’s having sex is… hot. Like, it’s really hot.”

“How many of his videos have you watched?” I teased.

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