Page 104 of Shameless

“Good girl,” Crew praises me. “We can try to add another finger.”

The new digit makes me feel fuller, but there’s still no pain.

“Let’s see how it feels if we move a little.”

Crew pumps his fingers in and out, slowly and gently and my nerve endings take notice of it.

“That isn’t bad,” I tell him. “It’s strangely soothing.”

Crew’s movements become more intense, his fingers moving in a scissoring motion that must have the goal of stretching me.

Again the anticipated pain doesn’t come and I relax a little more.

“Jules, can you kiss her please? Now I’m going to replace those fingers with my cock, baby. It might burn a little at first. What I need you to do is to push against me with your muscles, can you do that? If it’s too painful though, just say stop and we’ll stop, ok?”

I nod just before Jules’s lips find mine.

It’s an intense but soft kiss and as I match the expert strokes of Jules’s tongue, I’m only vaguely aware of Crew’s movements behind me.

More lube gets poured over my lower back, so he must be spreading some of the slippery liquid over his hard-on too.

I feel Crew’s hard shaft rub against my crack. “Stefan, keep her steady please. Baby, relax.”

There’s nothing like someone telling you to relax to have just the opposite effect on you, I swear.

“Kiss me, Luls.” Jules distracts me. “Stef, some help?”

As Jules deepens the kiss, Stefan’s fingers find my clit.

Pleasure immediately zaps through me as Stefan rubs slow, shallow circles over my sensitive nub.

That’s when Crew presses against me.

I remember what he said and push out with my muscles when I feel him press harder.

“Oh.” I gasp when the burn he warned me about mixes with the pleasure caused by Stefan’s fingers and Jules’s lips.

“I’m inside you, baby.” Crew’s voice sounds a little strained. “Are you ok?”

Jules breaks the kiss so I can answer. “I’m fine. It did burn a little but now it’s ok.”

“You’re such a good girl, Lula.” Crew coos. “Now Stef, do you think you can move a little? I want to give Lula a second to get used to this.”

Stefan chuckles. “Yeah, right. You’re trying not to lose your shit too. It’s the oddest thing, but I can feel you pulsing through Lula.”

He’s right that this is a little odd.

I don’t know if it’s the situation in itself, or the smile on Stefan’s face, but I giggle.

Stefan and Crew both groan.

“Shit,” Crew grunts. “Ok, Stefan was right. If you laugh again, I’m going to come.”

That sobers me up on the spot. “Don’t you dare,” I warn him. “We’re almost there. And I like this. I’ve never felt so connected to someone before. I feel good and safe between you and Stefan.”

Crew grabs my chin, forcing me to turn to look at him. His blue eyes are darker than the deepest ocean right now.

“That’s all we want,” he murmurs. “For you to feel safe and loved.”

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