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“I can’t say I’ve done it,” Jules admits. “I’ve only ever seen it in porn.”

That surprises me. “Seriously? You’ve never done it with your ex?”

“I know there are a lot of stories about Jaz around town,” he sighs. “Most of them are baseless gossip and bragging fantasies. My ex might have been promiscuous but she has a lot of insecurities and those dictate what she will and won’t do in bed. I don’t wanna talk about her though. What about you, Crew?”

Jules has always called Crew by his last name “James.” However lately he has started calling him Crew more and more often.

Crew averts his gaze. “I’ve done it a few times.” He admits, rubbing the back of his neck, clearly embarrassed.

“Really?” Jules asks. “Who did you do it with?”

He shrugs. “The Zeta Theta Beta president at Harvard was known as ‘The Anal Queen.’ She used to choose a Gamma brother every year. She was a senior when I was a freshman and I was the chosen one that year. I was curious about it, since it was something I had never done, so I hooked up with her a couple of times.”

Lula nods, satisfied with the explanation. “Then if you’re ok with it, I would like to try that with you, Crew.”

I got Lula’s first kiss and Jules got her first time, so I guess in a way it’s fair that Crew gets this first.

“I would do anything you ask of me, baby.” Crew says, touching his lips to Lula’s for a brief moment. “But we might not be able to go through with it tonight. When I tried it, we used a lot of lube and she was experienced. I’m too scared to hurt you without the right kind of lube.”

Lula stretches to open the drawer in her nightstand and produces a small purple bottle. “I have some. Don’t ask. It was Paris’s present after the night of that party, remember when she locked us in the bathroom, Stef?”

I nod. “I remember. But I don’t get why she’d buy you silicon based lube.”

Lula shrugs. “In reality she got me a hamper with a vibrator, handcuffs, a blindfold, a flog and an assortment of lubes. It was her way of thanking me for being her wingwoman and helping her catch Trevor’s attention.”

I roll my eyes. “Typical Paris.”

Crew chuckles. “I guess I should thank her for the lube. Lula,” he says suddenly serious. “I want you to promise that if this hurts too much or if at any point, for any reason, you want to stop, you’ll tell us.”

Jules and I agree. “Yes, Jumps. We’ll stop, no questions asked.”

She bites her bottom lip, the telltale sign that she’s nervous. “I promise.”

Crew takes her lips in a soft, slow kiss. “Ok. Have you thought about the rest of this? Where do you want Stefan and Jules?”

I appreciate how Crew is leaving everything in Lula’s control. After what almost happened tonight, I understand why she wants this so badly. It’s about creating a good memory, but it’s also about control and we need to make sure that Lula has it at all times.

“I want Jules in my mouth,” she says, looking at my older brother. “For one reason or another, I’ve never gotten to taste you and I’d love to change that.”

Jules leans in to kiss Lula like Crew did a few moments ago. “Anything you want, sweet girl. I love you.”

Crew turns to look at me.

“Stef, come here and lie down in Lula’s place. Lula will straddle you and I’ll work on her while you get her all nice and relaxed for me.”

I nod. “I can do that.”

When Lula straddles me, I’m so hard that I could burst with one single touch. I need to get a handle on myself though, I want Lula to have what she wants.

“God, Stef.” Her eyes are huge as she lines herself up with my waiting cock. “You’re so big. Sometimes I wonder how you even fit inside me.”

I stifle a pleased smile. No man will ever hate hearing that he has a huge cock, take it from me. “Take your time, baby. Take me in slowly and you know we fit together perfectly.”

I grab her hips to keep her steady as she lowers herself on my cock, inch after delicious inch.

Watching myself sink inside her wet, tight heat is torture and bliss at the same time. “Oh fuck,” I groan when I’m fully sheathed inside her. “Jumps, you feel incredible. And the view is just as beautiful.”

I reach up to play with her pebbled nipples as I grind my hips in response to Lula’s slow, small circles as she gets used to my invasion.

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