Dimitri’s mouthcrashes against mine, and I moan as I taste myself on his tongue. He’s still hovering above me, but I need to feel him close. To feel the warmth of his body, to feel the safety of his arms around me as I cross a line I never thought I would cross again.
He pulls away for a moment, his dark eyes searching my face.
“Are you sure?”
“Yes.”
A feral smile tugs at Dimitri’s lips as he moves his hips and gently nudges the tip of his cock against my entrance.
“You’re so ready for me,” he grunts, looking down at where our bodies are about to be joined.
I bite my lip as he slowly pushes himself inside me, wincing slightly as my pussy stretches around his thickness.
“Is this okay?” he murmurs as he sinks another inch inside me.
I nod, but he’s not buying it.
“Zara, I need you to say the words out loud, otherwise I won’t go any further.”
“I-it’s okay, I’m…good. It’s just… You’re sobig.”
“I know,sladkaya. We can take it slow.” He dips down to press a kiss to my jaw. “Let me know if it becomes too much.”
“Please, Dimitri.” I move my hands up to cup his face. “I need you.”
He lowers his head to press the softest kiss to my lips, and my body starts to relax at his touch.
“I’m right here.” He slowly thrusts his cock inside me all the way.
I gasp at the slight pain as he stretches me, but then it turns to the sweetest pleasure as he begins to slowly move inside me.
“You’re taking me so well,sladkaya.” He slowly pulls out and thrusts back inside me.
I have to screw my eyes shut to stop myself from bursting into tears as his sweet words ring in my ears.
I don’t want Dimitri to know how truly broken I am and feel guilty for triggering past memories.
I promised myself I would leave them in the past and focus on making new memories, so with each thrust I remind myself that it’s Dimitri. That Dimitri is the one making me feel nothing but pleasure. That he cares not just about my body, but aboutme.
I sink my fingers into the hard muscle of his back, burying my face in his neck as he slowly thrusts inside me.
I’ve never felt so full, and when he pulls out, I whimper at the emptiness.
I need more. I needhim.
“Zara,” he groans as he sinks back inside me.
The sound of my name spilling from his lips has me tightening my legs around his waist, pulling him closer.
“Feel so good,” I moan as I dig my heels into his back.
“You want more?”
“Yes,” I gasp, though it turns into a cry of pleasure as Dimitri pulls out and thrusts into me so hard I see stars.
“Fuck,” he groans.
He bows his head and takes my right nipple into his mouth, sucking hard as he continues to pound into me, his cock brushing the sensitive inner walls of my pussy.