Page 73 of His Obsession

“I liked the part when he cried,” I shrug as we all stand up. I wince and stumble a bit when I get up too fast. Lucian puts his arms around my waist before softly kissing me.

We walk Robert and Alan out before going to the house. I am tired, but not so tired that I don’t want to have sex with my husband. I miss being close to him on that level. When we get to the bedroom, he helps me undress before undressing himself. ‘

“Are you sure?” Lucian asks me softly. “Don’t do this because you think it’s what I want.”

“I want to please you and I want to be close to you,” I say. “I can’t hide behind my trauma forever. Just be patient with me is all I ask.”

“We can take our time,” he says. “You have a safe word, so please use it if you need. Okay?”

“Okay,” I say happily.

Lucian gently lays me back on the bed and peppers kisses up my thigh. I relax in the bed, and he slowly spreads my legs. “Fuck, I’ve missed this sweet pussy,” he says before slowly licking across my clit. I moan softly and he continues with quick flicks.

“That feels so good,” I pant. “Please, make me come.”

When Lucian starts to suck on me, my eyes roll back, and I moan louder as I lift my hips. I haven’t been touched by him in what seems like forever, so I am more sensitive than usual. Every time I start getting close, my movements make pain shoot through my back and I lose it. I start getting frustrated, so Lucian moves to lay on the bed.

“Come here, love,” he says. “Take a seat and let me make you feel good.”

When I move up to my knees, he helps guide me to straddle him. I gasp when he wraps his arms around my thighs and pulls me down on his mouth. He sets back into sucking, only he is nipping as well. “Oh, God. Yes. Just like that. Please don’t stop.”

I grip onto the headboard and rock my hips, desperate for release. He sucks harder and harder until it all explodes inside of me. I grind my pussy against his mouth and moan loudly as he sucks my soul out through my now swollen and ultra-sensitive clit. He doesn’t stop and pressure continues to build in my belly. Every time I rock my hips, his teeth tug at my clit, making me move more. The pleasure is near blinding.

“Fuck. Oh, fuck. I’m gonna come. It’s… Oh, God. I’m gonna…” before I can warn him, my second orgasm detonates and my arousal floods out of me. Lucian growls against my pussy as he drinks from me. He doesn’t stop until I am nearly limp.

He moves me down and kisses me hard. I know he’s doing his best to distract me because when he slowly lowers me onto his cock, panic slams down around me and I try to pull away. “Wait. Wait. Wait,” I yell when he wraps his arms around my body to prevent me from moving.

“Say the safe word, Elise,” he encourages.

“Please, don’t stop. I want this,” I say tearfully.

He kisses me again and continues. I groan as he stretches me. My body isn’t used to his size anymore, so the pressure is overwhelming. When I start to cry, he takes my face between his hands. I am completely filled by his cock, but I don’t move.

“Relax, love. I’ve got you, remember?”

“It hurts,” I cry.

“Mentally or physically?” he asks.

“Mentally,” I admit quietly.

Lucian brings me down to lay on his chest as he slowly starts to move. I cling to him, but I focus on his heartbeat. It is rapid, like my own, and he groans as he starts thrusting slowly and deep. I am still tender, but this pleasure sneaking up on me is muting the discomfort.

“Fuck, you feel amazing,” Lucian grunts. “So fucking tight.”

“More,” I murmur. “I need more.”

He answers this by quickening his pace, little by little. It’s not enough and I keep begging him for more. I know what I want, but I don’t know how to ask him. Eventually, I reach a point where the only thing I can do is to be direct about it.

“Fuck, Luci. Please,” I moan.

“Tell me, Elise,” he says.

“Hard. As hard as you can,” I beg. “Please, just make it hurt. Make me scream.”

He hesitates for a moment before slamming deep, pulling a scream out of me. He falls into a speed that makes pain rumble through my body, but the pleasure he creates is much greater. I bury my face in his neck as he pounds into me, and he moans when I sink my teeth into him. He grabs a tight hold of my ass and rapidly quickens his movements as he pushes deeper. Myarousal suddenly floods out of me again and I groan deeply as he comes.

Lucian rolls us so that we are on our sides and tears suddenly burst out of me. “Shhh. It’s okay. I’ve got you,” Lucian says softly, kissing my forehead. I don’t know why I am suddenly turning hysterical, but it doesn’t phase Lucian in the slightest. He holds me close as I sob, but eventually I calm down enough to talk.