Page 65 of The Break Out

Colton washes my body with a gentleness I didn’t think he could possess.

Except, I’m annoyed because he followed through on his threat and didn’t let me come. My clit is throbbing. I feel so empty, and the repeated orgasm denial has me weak. I want to bitch at him more. Complain about how he used me, but I don’t feel used with the way he washes me.

His rough hands lather me in soap before he takes the shower head, rinsing me off. When I think for a second, he may press it to my clit again as he gets close, he doesn’t. I huff out a frustrated breath and all he does is smirk.

He washes my hair, working the shampoo on my scalp, rinsing it out then applying conditioner, running it through my strands.

We step out of the shower, immediately I’m wrapped in a warm towel. Sending a surprised look up to Colton, I don’t even need to say anything when he shrugs. “Heated towel rack.”

I roll my eyes at the pretentiousness. Of course it’s nice, but unnecessary when there are people starving out in the world. My annoyance with him not letting me come is replaced with the distaste I always have for him.

Though, for some reason part of me doesn’t want to feel like that. Which is the whole reason I was pushing him away as soon as I woke up.

I enjoyed waking up and having him right there. I liked how it felt. So, I had to remind myself who he is again and that we don’t like anything to do with him.

Even if I ended up enjoying what we did. Everything except the fact that I am uncomfortably desperate for an orgasm that he refused to give me.

I look at my clothes, regretting not bringing something else, but I pull on the sweater dress and forgo the fishnets. Once I’m dressed Colton grips my hips, turning me to face him, sliding a hand to the back of my neck, forcing me to look up at him.

“If I didn’t have to be on the team plane today, I would keep you here with me, bringing you to the edge over and over until you couldn’t take it anymore,” he tells me seriously.

“How sweet,” I say sarcastically.

He drops his forehead to mine. “If you’re a good girl and don’t finish what I started then when I get back, I’ll make you come so many times you pass out from all the pleasure.”

“You’d never know if I did it or not,” I retort.

“Oh, I’ll know. Up to you, Baby Collee.” He drops a quick kiss to my lips. He pushes his tongue in, to tangle with mine, but pulls away almost right away. “Let’s get you home.”

Despite my protesting to taking his motorcycle, I end up on the back of it once again as he drives me back to my apartment. I wanted the distance of a car between us because I’m not liking how jumbled my mind is when it comes to him, and I need to get it back on straight.

Luckily, with him leaving for a week I’ll get the distance I need. I won’t talk to him, won’t think about him. I’ll distract myself with my friends, my niece, maybe with my siblings if any of them would fucking talk to me.

I have enough on my plate to deal with, I won’t think about Colton Wheeler for a single second.

“You really don’t need to walk me to my door, I’ll survive,” I try to tell him as he’s already following me off his bike.

“I want to,” is all he says.

Once we are at my front door, I unlock it and try to rush inside. He grabs my arm, stopping me, turning me so he can press me against the wall next to the door before he kisses the life out of me. His mouth moves against mine. His tongue licks against mine desperately. When we break apart, both panting I don’t even know what to say.

“Talk to you soon, Princess,” are his parting words before walking back to the elevator.

I rush inside, locking the door behind me before pressing my back against it and breathing heavily.

Ellie looks up at me from where she’s perched on the couch.

“Please don’t judge me, I can’t take it,” I tell her. I swear, she rolls her eyes at me before dropping her head to rest on her paws.

I want to scream, but that may not go over well with my neighbors. Instead, I know I need to do something to distract myself and all the thoughts flying around in my brain. Christmas will be here soon, which means I have presents to buy.

Shopping is going to be my solution. Anything to avoid thinking about Colton for the foreseeable future.

Waytoo much money spent later I have several large shipments on the way from my online spending spree. Evie is going to get spoiled to a point I’m sure Chandler is going to tell me to return most of it. She’ll probably say the same for the things I got for her as well.

I hope I didn’t get Audrey things she already has. Even if I did then, she has two.

Spencer is the hardest person to shop for because she has everything she could ever want or need. Doesn’t matter because I’m always able to surprise her.

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